Method CtB in a few weeks

[flandre0407]

I'll be CtB-ing in a few weeks or so, so I need some thoughts on my chosen CtB methods.

a) SN (50/50 chance atm, struggling to find a good source. I have access to all the other meds just not the actual SN. Live in Aus so it's virtually impossible to get it unless I find some dealer somehow). If anyone wants to provide any hints or help feel free (preferably not DSL with recent events of lost packages and prices skyrocketing)

If I manage to source SN I'll just be following Stan's 2-day protocol


b) Train
I will probably go out at night (after 7ish to not disturb any workers/regular commuters) and wait for a freight train to pass by. Every time I have been at the train station there is always a fast speeding train that comes by once every hr or two. I'll just kill time until it comes. If it fails that night, I try again the next night and so on.
I will know if it's the right train when the scheduled train is not supposed to have arrived yet and usually you can tell it's going fast with no intention of slowing down.
I will quickly lay down on the tracks with my neck positioned on the rails for a quick death hopefully.

 

[Sedfrg]

Since no one has responded, you actually explained the gist of your post quite well when you wrote it. As for SN, I can't offer any advice; in my country, you can buy 25 kilograms of NaNo² with a purity of ≥ 99.0% for an average of $40–50 without any questions asked, though I don't like this method. The train method is good if everything goes according to plan; in that case, you'll only feel a sharp pain, and loss of consciousness and cognitive function will set in within 3–5 seconds.

 

[dontknow12301]

I'll be CtB-ing in a few weeks or so, so I need some thoughts on my chosen CtB methods.

a) SN (50/50 chance atm, struggling to find a good source. I have access to all the other meds just not the actual SN. Live in Aus so it's virtually impossible to get it unless I find some dealer somehow). If anyone wants to provide any hints or help feel free (preferably not DSL with recent events of lost packages and prices skyrocketing)

If I manage to source SN I'll just be following Stan's 2-day protocol


b) Train
I will probably go out at night (after 7ish to not disturb any workers/regular commuters) and wait for a freight train to pass by. Every time I have been at the train station there is always a fast speeding train that comes by once every hr or two. I'll just kill time until it comes. If it fails that night, I try again the next night and so on.
I will know if it's the right train when the scheduled train is not supposed to have arrived yet and usually you can tell it's going fast with no intention of slowing down.
I will quickly lay down on the tracks with my neck positioned on the rails for a quick death hopefully.

for the train method do you mean past 7 am or pm? and how did you choose a train station? i am also in aus

 

[hdead]

I'll be CtB-ing in a few weeks or so, so I need some thoughts on my chosen CtB methods.

a) SN (50/50 chance atm, struggling to find a good source. I have access to all the other meds just not the actual SN. Live in Aus so it's virtually impossible to get it unless I find some dealer somehow). If anyone wants to provide any hints or help feel free (preferably not DSL with recent events of lost packages and prices skyrocketing)

If I manage to source SN I'll just be following Stan's 2-day protocol


b) Train
I will probably go out at night (after 7ish to not disturb any workers/regular commuters) and wait for a freight train to pass by. Every time I have been at the train station there is always a fast speeding train that comes by once every hr or two. I'll just kill time until it comes. If it fails that night, I try again the next night and so on.
I will know if it's the right train when the scheduled train is not supposed to have arrived yet and usually you can tell it's going fast with no intention of slowing down.
I will quickly lay down on the tracks with my neck positioned on the rails for a quick death hopefully.

Please bro, don't do the train method. You'll traumatize others with your own will to end it all. I can see the allure in it, but ethically I'd just like to ask you to reconsider.

PSH or FSH is a much better option. Do it by yourself, and minimize the extra hurt you bring into the world. Please?

 

[ftm68_99]

Please bro, don't do the train method. You'll traumatize others with your own will to end it all. I can see the allure in it, but ethically I'd just like to ask you to reconsider.

PSH or FSH is a much better option. Do it by yourself, and minimize the extra hurt you bring into the world. Please?

I'm sorry, but what is PSH or FSH? Thank you.

 

[charlieee]

I'm sorry, but what is PSH or FSH? Thank you.

Partial Suspended Hanging I believe and I don't remember what the F stands for

 

[flandre0407]

Please bro, don't do the train method. You'll traumatize others with your own will to end it all. I can see the allure in it, but ethically I'd just like to ask you to reconsider.

PSH or FSH is a much better option. Do it by yourself, and minimize the extra hurt you bring into the world. Please?

I ended up changing my mind, don't worry
If I cant die by SN despite all my preparations then i'll take it as a sign to keep living