I think it's best of your interest to be cautious.
Everyone's happy when they win,
You don't hear much about people's downfalls in high risk investments
it results in people to lose a part of themselves.
Suicide might be on your mind in the meantime,
However hypothetically speaking, in your final moments you wouldn't wanna be haunted by your thoughts thinking how much money you lost, because aggressive high-risk investment does not end well.
In fact if you refrain yourself from things that are bad for you, and take it easy on the perceptions of things that bother you,
things might actually work out and you won't have to die.