Ctb in 3 hours

[Deleted member 847]

Made my "rope" tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.

 

[Samuel]

Peace be with you.

 

[Samuel]

Made my "rope" tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.

Report back tomorrow morning if you're still with us if you feel like it.

 

[WakingUpFrightened]

Well dude, out of all the people here you really seem to be the one who's most "set" on doing it, I hope you're happy with your choice, peace!

 

[Samuel]

H

Well dude, out of all the people here you really seem to be the one who's most "set" on doing it, I hope you're happy with your choice, peace!

Hes got this, he's fearless.

 

[Gumby]

Made my "rope" tested it, got a safe place and now I'm just waiting for the assholes to sleep so I can FINALLY catch the bus (I wanted to do this since september, and I tried at first to die with 1000s of plastic bags but the panic was stronger than my will to be free). Then I tried the tourniquet method that only works if you can compress both sides of your neck. A week or less after that attempt, I tried to overdose on fucking water to only vomit and feel nausea. But there's no way this time I'll fail. I made sure that everything it's going to work when I execute this. There's no way my parents will find me even If they wake up because I will lock the door where I'm doing it.

Maybe I'll drink some alcohol before I do it to confuse my lizard brain so the bastard will let me hang myself.

I can't wait to be out of this PRISON of flesh.
Sorry for the english. Thanks for creating a place for people like me.

Fwiw your English is better than my Romanian...

 

[chronicpainnomore]

Good luck. I hope everything goes as smoothly as it can.

 

[KillMe]

Good luck and I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Soon4me]

Farewell and safe travels enjoy Level 2

 

[Deleted member 847]

GOODBYE

 

[Why.]

Good luck.

 

[skyofAuroras]

Good luck and I hope you find your peace.

 

[Deleted member 847]

goddamnit I failed. My "rope" (towels and a blanket) was too big and I couldn't tie it to anything. A neighbor almost saw me. Now I'm scared. This motherfucker could call the police on me. At least I found something that can hold my weight.

 

[Deleted member 847]

This is my last goodbye crap. I'm ridiculous seriously.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

Shieeeeeet

 

[Samuel]

Are you still with us?

 

[Deleted member 847]

Unfortunately, yes.

 

[Rocky M]

I wish you peace

 

[Deleted member 847]

I wish you peace

I'm not dying today.

 

[Gumby]

We're all in this together

 

[FlowerWithDeadEyes]

Y

We're all in this together

Yes we are. Through fails, attempts and finally, suicide.

 

[Cloudstar]

And peace at last

 

[millefeui]

Why not buy a rope instead? It is neither expensive or difficult to buy. Better luck next time.

 

[KillMe]

Are you planning on trying this method again?

 

[Soon4me]

How many hours before atempting to CTB did you last eat and drink ?
Cause i'll be using hanging and i don't want to soil and wet myself
Not that it would mater to me but for whoever removes my body