CTB Documentation

[rosedavinci]

Would you want your suicide documented with one or more people watching and there with you, and/ or would you ever want to be the person documenting it for someone else?

 

[megafire]

i wanted my (now ex) boyfriend to be there to hold me and comfort me as I slipped away. Dying in his arms kind of deal. I find it hopelessly romantic.

He did not feel the same.

 

[Acopia]

No.
I wouldn't want to die alone, but I wouldn't want to put anyone else through that. I wouldn't want my death to be something that is spectated on.
I guess that if my mental illness does kill me, my final moments will be spent privately.
Alternatively, if I am to die by physical illness, then I would absolutely want to be in the arms of my family as I slip away.
I suppose I wouldn't want to be around others in the knowledge that I "chose" to die, and therefore "chose" to put that burden on them. If it's beyond my control, that's different.
Interesting question.
-A.

 

[Mentalmick]

Yeah, I don't want to die alone.

 

[WornOutLife]

If I ever ctb, I will probably pm specific members so that they can watch me on twitch and document/take notes of my method just like an user did last year. I would also chat with the spectators while drinking booze so as not to feel alone.

As for the end of the livestream, another person would be in charge to stop it remotely once I'm dead.

I think my video wouldn't end up viral because I know the people I'd send it to are reserved but if it does, I won't care 'cause I'll be dead lol.

 

[carlee]

The people that have documented others dying mostly peaceful by SN and posted on here has helped calm me a lot. I want to go alone though.

 

[Trisolaris]

No, wouldn't want mine to be documented.

 

[Lady black]

It would be ok for me

 

[Superdeterminist]

I think I just want to die in secret, because ultimately I'm not happy about ctbing, it feels like a 'cutting my losses' sort of thing, I'd rather be living well and happy but that seems impossible. However, I'd be happy for others who understand it and sympathise with it to bear witness.

 

[Symbiote]

I don't think documenting our death would serve any purpose other than fulfill someone else's macabre desires. As many before us have died to SN, we still have many who don't even bother looking at the guides, ask the same questions, and still remain hesitant even though there's been a handful of deaths now. I hope if I CTB by SN, that I wake up and tell you guys that it works very well and then finally die.

 

[wannagohome]

As this is a very private matter i would like to keep it private. It's my decision, i will do whatever is neccessary and the world will know about it once it's done

 

[sadpinky]

100% Currently looking for volunteers if anyone's interested

 

[Chiisai]

I dont want to cause trouble for others however, Id try to document what I'll experience here.

 

[StevieNixs]

No - thank you. I would rather die alone.