ctb date is April 15

[hopelessanddisabled]

I got everything I need to complete the SN method of suicide. This might be my last post here ever, I just mostly ocassionally lurk. My story of physical disability I dont feel like getting into, but thank you guys for steering me away from less safe methods of CTBing like using a gun. Thank you people for saving my life.

 

[Endeavour]

Take care nico, I wish you all the best whatever you decide.

 

[Thegoldenapples]

Have a peaceful journey. Glad you found a good way to go.

 

[fresca]

Nico? Are you a Nico from the discord server? The train station one?

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

Nico? Are you a Nico from the discord server? The train station one?

Yes I am.

 

[fresca]

Yes I am.

Hi then. I figured it would be you for some crazy reason. It's me, the one whose boyfriend literally shut the server down. Because of that I got so desperate and attempted. It failed. I got all my money taken away. I have enough to get n, I just don't know if I'm going to be able to ge tit through customs. I envy you for having you materials. I'm sorry my boyfriend raided the server. It didn't do me much good mentally and it probably didn't for you either.

 

[hopelessanddisabled]

Hi then. I figured it would be you for some crazy reason. It's me, the one whose boyfriend literally shut the server down. Because of that I got so desperate and attempted. It failed. I got all my money taken away. I have enough to get n, I just don't know if I'm going to be able to ge tit through customs. I envy you for having you materials. I'm sorry my boyfriend raided the server. It didn't do me much good mentally and it probably didn't for you either.

If it's safe for you to you should break up with him. I know how it feels to be trapped in an abusive relationship though, I've been there myself. Don't apologize for his actions. We created a new server too, btw.

You can always contact me in PMs or on Discord.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm sorry to hear you'll be leaving this world but at the same time, I want you to be at peace.

Wish you the best!!

 

[Pen>Sword]

Please enjoy your last days here on earth. Don't end your life with misery. Watch as many shows as you want, eat whatever you want. You deserve it!

Please be safe. We respect your choice. Just be safe.

 

[fresca]

If it's safe for you to you should break up with him. I know how it feels to be trapped in an abusive relationship though, I've been there myself. Don't apologize for his actions. We created a new server too, btw.

You can always contact me in PMs or on Discord.

I want to join the new server, I'm just scared my boyfriend will find out. I don't want the safe space ruined for you again.