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MariV

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ive read that its not reliable because you vomit...but i was wondering today how comes then people do it.
i have a huge pharmacy at home. opioids, benzos of every kind, antidepressants o many kinds, zolpidem...more than 20 boxes of the most diverse stuff you can imagine.
i was wondering what would happen if i took everything at once 1000 pills easily. vomit? pass out? how comes some ppl ctb with an od of pills?
 
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sadworld

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I don't know what would happen but if you die it will be painful. OD with F works.
 
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MariV

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F? i even have SN. my problem is time. im almost never alone at home. so i need something lethal and fast.
i have for instance 5 boxes of tapentadol, one of morphine, several brands of antidepressants and antipsychotics, antiemetics, all kind of benzos...really huge assortment.i think it would kill an elephant.
but if vomiting is the problem, then of course not. then i wonder how ppl OD on some random box of benzos
is it too absurd?
 
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There is a lot of valuable information in the resources section, which you should read.

There are specific combos that work, but in general, OD is not a reliable method. You'll only risk hurting yourself, and maybe causing permanent damage.
 
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ODs aren't fast
 
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even if a take a shitload as i said?
F is Fentanyl. If you take a shitload you will probably vomit a shitload.
 
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I thought your mom was gonna pick up your N, and then you guys do it together? Unless you don't want to die with your mom and just alone by yourself?
 
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MariV

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I thought your mom was gonna pick up your N, and then you guys do it together? Unless you don't want to die with your mom and just alone by yourself?
she doesnt let me :( and she is always home. except for mb a couple of hours. so i cant see what method could i use, even if i have SN
 
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MariV

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id try hanging but brain damage stories are terrible
 
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I tried to OD back in 2016 and all I achieved was blacking out and waking up on the floor with a black eye and bruises everywhere. I had trashed my apartment and broke my TV but couldn't remember anything. I wouldn't advise an OD as the way to go. You could also end up surviving with a messed up liver.
 
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SunnyDaze

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I'd go back to the SN idea, and try to do it when your mom is asleep. I don't suggest ODing.
 
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ezra_

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ive read that its not reliable because you vomit...but i was wondering today how comes then people do it.
it's a very common method bc ease of access (most people have at least some pills in their house - especially if you already take psych medications), it's not violent, it has the stereotype attached of "go to sleep and never wake up" (couldn't get further from the truth with your typical OTC overdose). and since it's such a common method there are gonna be people who succeed at it
 
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Unfortunately, I'm not sure you have what you need. Tapentadol should NOT be used for OD purposes due to its mixed action. Morphine is suitable, but not sure of the amounts you have. Benzos alone are useless. You CANNOT swallow tons of pills an expect a good outcome - the really must be dissolved/suspended in water.
 
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MariV

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ok thx everybody ill go somehow with SN
 
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Y78

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F is Fentanyl. If you take a shitload you will probably vomit a shitload.
im going to take fenta x 10 im my room near family im not sure about vomit is this problam ?

i dont know but i think 2 gram heroin kills you fast and no vomit.ask more ppl.
 
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im going to take fenta x 10 im my room near family im not sure about vomit is this problam ?

i dont know but i think 2 gram heroin kills you fast and no vomit.ask more ppl.

Fentanyl citrate at 0.1mg per vial right ? (0.05mg/ml x 2ml)
 

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