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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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Jun 15, 2021
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is it a good, painless method to CTB? Better than SN? I could manage to get a gun once I live on my own.
 
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Kaisler

Am I good enough ?
Sep 19, 2021
51
I'd say Gun > SN, be sure to use 9mm up, anything lower than that is a no go.
is it a good, painless method to CTB? Better than SN? I could manage to get a gun once I live on my own.
Btw I wish you luck, you're very lucky to have a gun at your disposal, or able to source it easily.
 
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yellow_boat

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Dec 4, 2019
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Guns seem to be quite an underrated method on this place. Best way to go by far, much faster and reliable than chemicals.
 
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Molded foundation

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Sep 17, 2021
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I have a 12 gauge shotgun. I would never use it, simply because at the moment you're about to pull the trigger, you could get scared and leave yourself disfigured or even worse; a vegetable. If you do die, it could take minutes or HOURS of gurgling on your blood until it all leaks out until your demise. It also brings trauma to me to think about that fate, because I had a family member take that path to escape. Too gruesome. :aw:
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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Jun 15, 2021
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I have a 12 gauge shotgun. I would never use it, simply because at the moment you're about to pull the trigger, you could get scared and leave yourself disfigured or even worse; a vegetable. If you do die, it could take minutes or HOURS of gurgling on your blood until it all leaks out until your demise. It also brings trauma to me to think about that fate, because I had a family member take that path to escape. Too gruesome. :aw:
I think I'd still take it, seems like the fastest way if you do it right. I dont think you will have any pain if you do it the right way
 
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ItsTimeToExit

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Jul 20, 2021
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Leaves one hell of a mess though.
 
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Addi_Madd

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Sep 12, 2020
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There are plenty of gun death videos online including suicides. Have a look at a few and it seems like as fast as it is, death often occurring in a time frame between nearly instant and a few seconds, whether it's painless is debatable. Is painless an absolute non negotiable criteria for you? Or are you willing to take a few seconds of pain for the benefit of it being over pretty fast?
 
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enau

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Apr 15, 2021
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not for clumsy people, like me.Often it happen so quicly, it could be possible that you dont feel the pain, or extremly briefly.(maybe last moments/sec in a distorded conscience , it could be fast, but a hell in the brain, or maybe our consciouness doesnt even have time to realize it)It seems (some)violent deaths are .. not always as painful as we fear.But it awakes strongly our survival instinct
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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There are plenty of gun death videos online including suicides. Have a look at a few and it seems like as fast as it is, death often occurring in a time frame between nearly instant and a few seconds, whether it's painless is debatable. Is painless an absolute non negotiable criteria for you? Or are you willing to take a few seconds of pain for the benefit of it being over pretty fast?
Yeah, I'll take a few secs of pain.
 
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UselessMF

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Dec 4, 2020
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I too have a 12 ga shotgun, I had it loaded with the barrel in my mouth just couldn't pull trigger. I guess I don't want to leave a hell of a mess for the person who find me.

Maybe when I'll be 100 % fixed to ctb I will forget about the messy aftermath I just pull the trigger once and for all.
 
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Addi_Madd

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I too have a 12 ga shotgun, I had it loaded with the barrel in my mouth just couldn't pull trigger. I guess I don't want to leave a hell of a mess for the person who find me.

Maybe when I'll be 100 % fixed to ctb I will forget about the messy aftermath I just pull the trigger once and for all.
rndinh
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
139
I've considered using a gun, but it's not a very intuitive method for me. Mostly I don't want to upset the people who find the body and people who I'm leaving behind. It is a pretty upsetting mess for people to have to deal with, and I dunno, I think that it's easier to process death with an open casket. Not that other people are the main consideration, but if there's a way that I can make it less distressing for everyone else, I'd rather do so.
 
tiredplant777

tiredplant777

Student
Jul 23, 2021
196
I realized recently I could buy a gun as long as I got a gun licence (I live in Canada). I went to an outdoors/camping/hunting store to get stuff for camping. I realized they also sell guns there. It may have been the first time I've seen guns for sale in Canada. I didn't realize I could get one so easily, and I didn't realize I could totally afford one. Guns scare me though because if it does not work the results could be beyond devastating. I saw a documentary once on two people who received face transplants, both had blown off their faces in attempting suicide with a gun. I am a woman so I think that plays into it, the idea of using a gun feels really violent. I have a friend who tried to commit suicide with a gun, he said he pulled the trigger and he felt the gun go off, but nothing happened. I don't know if something supernatural happened to him or what, but then his friends got to him and took the gun away.
 
SuicideRun

SuicideRun

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Jun 11, 2021
76
I also believe it is one of the best methods. Of course, all methods must be cold at the last moment ... On the fact that we must also think about the others who will find the body, it is true I agree and understand it. But in the end I believe in a pinch of selfishness it takes to take the last step towards nowhere. What do you think?
 
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Volo vent

Volo vent

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Sep 20, 2021
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One shot in the middle on the skull will kill you at the touch but this method is dangerous because pull the trigger is hard drink some chemical does not trigger your basic instics as pulling the trigger of a gun i have shot guns before and the sensation is weird i dont want to imagine if the gun was looking at me and i had to pull it
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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Jun 15, 2021
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I also believe it is one of the best methods. Of course, all methods must be cold at the last moment ... On the fact that we must also think about the others who will find the body, it is true I agree and understand it. But in the end I believe in a pinch of selfishness it takes to take the last step towards nowhere. What do you think?
I agree, it might leave someone in a state of PTSD. Its better to take your gun and go to a place where nobody will find you.
 
phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
It probably would be a good idea, but I don't like the idea of shooting myself in the head for some reason. I'd rather shoot myself straight through the heart or something, it might be more difficult to do and a lot could go wrong but the thought of shooting myself in the head has never appealed to me
 
mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

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Jun 15, 2021
362
It probably would be a good idea, but I don't like the idea of shooting myself in the head for some reason. I'd rather shoot myself straight through the heart or something, it might be more difficult to do and a lot could go wrong but the thought of shooting myself in the head has never appealed to me
Why not?
 
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Cheza_mus

Experienced
Jul 1, 2021
242
Suicide by gun shot is one of the methods I am considering. There are many people who ctb using a gun and death appears to happen in micro seconds . I live in East Africa and they don't sell guns here and a gun license is almost impossible..but I am planning on joining a security company( it is easy to join and they can deploy you here in like two weeks after training) it is from there that I will have access to a gun to shoot myself in the head..
 
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mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
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Suicide by gun shot is one of the methods I am considering. There are many people who ctb using a gun and death appears to happen in micro seconds . I live in East Africa and they don't sell guns here and a gun license is almost impossible..but I am planning on joining a security company( it is easy to join and they can deploy you here in like two weeks after training) it is from there that I will have access to a gun to shoot myself in the head..
That would be badass. I have to get into the criminal underworld to get access to a gun.
 
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aBLEACHyindividual

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Sep 5, 2020
70
I think it sounds okay. Personally I want do it with the 9mm hallow point.
 
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SuicideRun

SuicideRun

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Jun 11, 2021
76
Where I am it is not easy to have a gun, it is probable, very probable, that I would have already used it on me some time ago.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
If i had a gun i will be dead long time ago find a gun is hard and is not cheap
 
meetapple

meetapple

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
Except for the potential to leave yourself disfigured or a vegetable using a gun is quite attractive. Planning is easier it seems.
 
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lonerclown666

Mage
Dec 1, 2020
540
Except for the potential to leave yourself disfigured or a vegetable using a gun is quite attractive. Planning is easier it seems.
being vegetable is not that bad dead is forever darkness being free of pain
 
8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
the best idea from cal 9 mm and up dont take 22 , here where i live it is difficult to get weapons
 
arainydancer

arainydancer

Member
Oct 20, 2021
21
I found the idea of using a gun quite nice. Messing up isn't hard if you understand where to point the muzzle and that the head itself isn't the critical point but the brain. People who mess up aimed for their face, not their skulls. That's the big difference.

Chemicals would cause throwing up. Jumping needs you to go somewhere. A gun is a gun, 5 pounds of trigger pull off of your fingers away from immediate death.
 
8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
you have to destroy the cerebellum and ore truncus you will die softly dont take bore .22 to weak
 
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AquaSkye7

Member
Nov 29, 2021
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I found the idea of using a gun quite nice. Messing up isn't hard if you understand where to point the muzzle and that the head itself isn't the critical point but the brain. People who mess up aimed for their face, not their skulls. That's the big difference.

Chemicals would cause throwing up. Jumping needs you to go somewhere. A gun is a gun, 5 pounds of trigger pull off of your fingers away from immediate death.
I finally have a gun. I went with the RIP bullets. Guns are easy to get here but require a 10-day waiting period. They think the urge to use it on self with dissipate by that point. The urge doesn't dissipate but the courage does. And it sucks bc I'm ready to go now and looking for courage online. I also live alone but the idea of doing it in my apt bothers me. I considered suggestions of Malibu or a forest but I picture myself cold and unfocused. My brain is now my barrier. I have the perfect escape without the guts.
 
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