
mentalhealthfighter
Lets win together
- Jun 15, 2021
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is it a good, painless method to CTB? Better than SN? I could manage to get a gun once I live on my own.
Btw I wish you luck, you're very lucky to have a gun at your disposal, or able to source it easily.is it a good, painless method to CTB? Better than SN? I could manage to get a gun once I live on my own.
I think I'd still take it, seems like the fastest way if you do it right. I dont think you will have any pain if you do it the right wayI have a 12 gauge shotgun. I would never use it, simply because at the moment you're about to pull the trigger, you could get scared and leave yourself disfigured or even worse; a vegetable. If you do die, it could take minutes or HOURS of gurgling on your blood until it all leaks out until your demise. It also brings trauma to me to think about that fate, because I had a family member take that path to escape. Too gruesome.![]()
Yeah, I'll take a few secs of pain.There are plenty of gun death videos online including suicides. Have a look at a few and it seems like as fast as it is, death often occurring in a time frame between nearly instant and a few seconds, whether it's painless is debatable. Is painless an absolute non negotiable criteria for you? Or are you willing to take a few seconds of pain for the benefit of it being over pretty fast?
rndinhI too have a 12 ga shotgun, I had it loaded with the barrel in my mouth just couldn't pull trigger. I guess I don't want to leave a hell of a mess for the person who find me.
Maybe when I'll be 100 % fixed to ctb I will forget about the messy aftermath I just pull the trigger once and for all.
I agree, it might leave someone in a state of PTSD. Its better to take your gun and go to a place where nobody will find you.I also believe it is one of the best methods. Of course, all methods must be cold at the last moment ... On the fact that we must also think about the others who will find the body, it is true I agree and understand it. But in the end I believe in a pinch of selfishness it takes to take the last step towards nowhere. What do you think?
Why not?It probably would be a good idea, but I don't like the idea of shooting myself in the head for some reason. I'd rather shoot myself straight through the heart or something, it might be more difficult to do and a lot could go wrong but the thought of shooting myself in the head has never appealed to me
Honestly, I have no idea. I know it would be easier and more lethal to do it that way but my heads just like "nah"Why not?
That would be badass. I have to get into the criminal underworld to get access to a gun.Suicide by gun shot is one of the methods I am considering. There are many people who ctb using a gun and death appears to happen in micro seconds . I live in East Africa and they don't sell guns here and a gun license is almost impossible..but I am planning on joining a security company( it is easy to join and they can deploy you here in like two weeks after training) it is from there that I will have access to a gun to shoot myself in the head..
being vegetable is not that bad dead is forever darkness being free of painExcept for the potential to leave yourself disfigured or a vegetable using a gun is quite attractive. Planning is easier it seems.
I finally have a gun. I went with the RIP bullets. Guns are easy to get here but require a 10-day waiting period. They think the urge to use it on self with dissipate by that point. The urge doesn't dissipate but the courage does. And it sucks bc I'm ready to go now and looking for courage online. I also live alone but the idea of doing it in my apt bothers me. I considered suggestions of Malibu or a forest but I picture myself cold and unfocused. My brain is now my barrier. I have the perfect escape without the guts.I found the idea of using a gun quite nice. Messing up isn't hard if you understand where to point the muzzle and that the head itself isn't the critical point but the brain. People who mess up aimed for their face, not their skulls. That's the big difference.
Chemicals would cause throwing up. Jumping needs you to go somewhere. A gun is a gun, 5 pounds of trigger pull off of your fingers away from immediate death.