CTB by dehydration

[purplerapture]

Some things happened yesterday that stressed me out so bad I wasn't able to eat or even drink a sip of water. I'm considering to just keep going as I still feel like I don't have the appetite for everything not even water.

I feel ready to go honestly and this method gives me time to think slowly and if I don't change my mind I'll know this was the right thing to do

 

[FuneralCry]

To me this method does sound like it would be unbearable and difficult to fully follow through with but anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[ThisIsLife]

There's no way to beat SI unless it's impossible for you to get water, like in the desert.
Food is important, but water is the key; SI will punch you in the face a million times per hour to make you drink.

It's not a death one can achieve volontarily, no matter how desesperate they are.

Anyway, hugs.

 

[purplerapture]

There's no way to beat SI unless it's impossible for you to get water, like in the desert.
Food is important, but water is the key; SI will punch you in the face a million times per hour to make you drink.

It's not a death one can achieve volontarily, no matter how desesperate they are.

Anyway, hugs.

I guess you're right but it has been over 24 hours without water and I honestly don't have the appetite to put anything in my mouth the thought of even swallowing water makes me want to puke due to how sad and anxious I am. SI will probably take over eventually but not before I end up doing considerable damage to my body

 

[Alc]

I've been at it for two days. Really dehydrated right now but I try to keep it off my mind. It's not that I don't want to eat or drink but I don't want to pick myself up. Wishing you luck on your journey.

 

[purplerapture]

I've been at it for two days. Really dehydrated right now but I try to keep it off my mind. It's not that I don't want to eat or drink but I don't want to pick myself up. Wishing you luck on your journey.

It's been almost 2 days I'm still sad and anxious and pissed off I don't even feel hungry or thirsty. I think my panicked accelerated heart rate is making it more accelerated idk