Method CTB at the beach

[RedFruit]

Well, it seems that my ex is done with me. After treating him like shit the past few times I've seen him, he's over me. He told me that he can't even picture being with me anymore. He said that he knows that it's blunt, but even after all of my begging that I've done, he still cannot see a future with us together. It's truly horrifying to think about the person that I have connected with more than any other being away from me. I don't think I can live without him. We already broke up last year for a couple of months and it was the most painful time of my life. There's nobody alive who can compare to him for me.

I say all that to say that if I can't be with him, it's over. I will probably fly to Florida and try to CTB on the beach. The method I'm thinking of currently is taking 7oh and alcohol. I will then go into the water when I'm exhausted and drown. Maybe I'll find some cliffs or something, idk. I'm not a Florida local so I don't know what's around. I just want to die at the beach nonetheless. If anyone else has input on how I could pass at the beach, it would be appreciated. I just can't live without him.

 

[imnotcoercive]

This is a pretty detailed setup for drowning: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drowning-my-method.17545/#post-332956

Checking that user's history, though, it doesn't look like they actually went through with it.

 

[RedFruit]

This is a pretty detailed setup for drowning: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/drowning-my-method.17545/#post-332956

Checking that user's history, though, it doesn't look like they actually went through with it.

Thank you for the resource!

 

[sashaisalone]

Well, it seems that my ex is done with me. After treating him like shit the past few times I've seen him, he's over me. He told me that he can't even picture being with me anymore. He said that he knows that it's blunt, but even after all of my begging that I've done, he still cannot see a future with us together. It's truly horrifying to think about the person that I have connected with more than any other being away from me. I don't think I can live without him. We already broke up last year for a couple of months and it was the most painful time of my life. There's nobody alive who can compare to him for me.

I say all that to say that if I can't be with him, it's over. I will probably fly to Florida and try to CTB on the beach. The method I'm thinking of currently is taking 7oh and alcohol. I will then go into the water when I'm exhausted and drown. Maybe I'll find some cliffs or something, idk. I'm not a Florida local so I don't know what's around. I just want to die at the beach nonetheless. If anyone else has input on how I could pass at the beach, it would be appreciated. I just can't live without him.

I'm in a similar situation where I feel hopelessly hung up on my ex. To me something sounds so peaceful and tranquil about dying in nature. I certainly understand the allure here.

That said, how long have you been planning this and how sure are you that your issues are intractable? Please feel free to DM me or check out my threads on struggling with BPD and limerance over my ex. I'm now at the point again I'm dreaming over her basically every night, and I sob my eyes out at least once a day thinking about how badly I need to see that look in her eyes again and to feel her safety and her touch, and how badly I want to make up with her and we share a kiss again once more.

 

[RedFruit]

I'm in a similar situation where I feel hopelessly hung up on my ex. To me something sounds so peaceful and tranquil about dying in nature. I certainly understand the allure here.

That said, how long have you been planning this and how sure are you that your issues are intractable? Please feel free to DM me or check out my threads on struggling with BPD and limerance over my ex. I'm now at the point again I'm dreaming over her basically every night, and I sob my eyes out at least once a day thinking about how badly I need to see that look in her eyes again and to feel her safety and her touch, and how badly I want to make up with her and we share a kiss again once more.

Well, the past few months with him have been strange to say the least. I have a few posts on my account that have to do with our relationship. Even after everything that we've been through, I still see us having a future together, and I really cannot picture my future with anybody else. I don't see it being intractable at all because I don't have any future for myself without him. The break up that we had a couple of months ago was absolute hell and I really cannot put myself through that again. I've only been on this site for a couple of months. I've been contemplating it for months and I've been suicidal since i was a teenager. I tried to commit suicide when I was 14 years old and I went to 4 mental hospitals after that. I am very sick and tired of constantly feeling depressed and losing the only person I've ever felt truly connected to a deep level.

 

[HeyBoogahJr]

Well, it seems that my ex is done with me. After treating him like shit the past few times I've seen him, he's over me. He told me that he can't even picture being with me anymore. He said that he knows that it's blunt, but even after all of my begging that I've done, he still cannot see a future with us together. It's truly horrifying to think about the person that I have connected with more than any other being away from me. I don't think I can live without him. We already broke up last year for a couple of months and it was the most painful time of my life. There's nobody alive who can compare to him for me.

I say all that to say that if I can't be with him, it's over. I will probably fly to Florida and try to CTB on the beach. The method I'm thinking of currently is taking 7oh and alcohol. I will then go into the water when I'm exhausted and drown. Maybe I'll find some cliffs or something, idk. I'm not a Florida local so I don't know what's around. I just want to die at the beach nonetheless. If anyone else has input on how I could pass at the beach, it would be appreciated. I just can't live without him.

I'm sorry things are awful for you right now. It must be really tough to be with your partner. I don't know what to say but I hope whatever you do it goes well. I thought about doing something similar too.

 

[RedFruit]

I'm sorry things are awful for you right now. It must be really tough to be with your partner. I don't know what to say but I hope whatever you do it goes well. I thought about doing something similar too.

I appreciate your words. I just have no idea how to live without him when he's all I think about :( I lost an ex of mine to CTB by hanging. Last year, someone else I met at the beginning of the year passed away too by suspected CTB OD. losing him would just feel like another death of someone I love dearly and I can't do that again.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I've read posts by people who attempted on the beach & were found by passers-by & saved. Don't attempt on the beach unless you're ok taking that risk.

 

[HeyBoogahJr]

I'm sorry that you've gone through that, that's sounds like a lot. I understand how you feel. I'm here if you wanna talk about it.