CTB at a young age

[Nymph]

I don't feel like continuing this horrible life, I don't want to be here anymore and I've been thinking about CTBing more and more. I hate everything about my body, my personality, mental health and just everything. Even though Im 18 I don't think it will get better. I don't have the will to get better and do something. I never wanted to be born, no one asked me. I wish for eternal sleep

 

[falloutcarter13]

I feel really awkward even saying anything here, just because you are so young, even though you're legally an adult. I don't even know how I feel about my own life, if I'd rather have ctb when I was 18 or made it as long as I have. There's always a *chance* things get better, I mean I saw and did a lot of shit and had plenty of chances in the years since I was your age. I would recommend off-the-cuff that you give life a chance, but then again I don't know you or your situation. All I can say for sure is I'm sorry you have to feel this way =(

 

[Deardaddy]

Idk what to say since you are 18. Life went downhill for me when I'm 30+. Kind of like 8!yes of pain . Not everyone the same , maybe u become some famous person

 

[Nymph]

I know things could get better but I'm such a worthless case because I literally don't even want to finish my studies, I hate school so much and I hate work. Everyday the same thing all over again and again until I die. I don't want to do this. I hate humanity. Literally every problem that happens in the world is weighing on my shoulders and makes me want to CTB even more, humanity disgusts me and i don't want to see more problems the future holds.

 

[Deardaddy]

I know things could get better but I'm such a worthless case because I literally don't even want to finish my studies, I hate school so much and I hate work. Everyday the same thing all over again and again until I die. I don't want to do this. I hate humanity. Literally every problem that happens in the world is weighing on my shoulders and makes me want to CTB even more, humanity disgusts me and i don't want to see more problems the future holds.

There are lots of things waiting for you. New things yet explored . I'm not pro live just stating what I feel boy