ctb as soon as my SN arrives

[willitpass]

my SN should be here today or tomorrow and i am ctb the night it arrives. i wanted to hold on until december for my family but i can't wait that long. i want to leave asap. i'm failing classes and have missed enough days that i'm going to get kicked out. my dad is tired of dealing with my mental health and will probably kick me out of the house soon. i have no money. my diet is absolutely shit. i accidentally said a few wrong things and now both my boyfriend and my friend suspect that i'm suicidal. i need to leave before my entire world comes crashing down on me. this i not a goodbye post, i will make one of those separately, this is just how i feel and how i hope things go

 

[Lawliet]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I wish you the best of travels. I'll be doing SN too.

 

[woxihuanni]

I wish you as much as peace in the time remaining and afterwards.

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

I can feel your pain, wish you the best of luck.

Peace.