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How would you prefer to die

  • With a partner in the same manner?

    Votes: 8 29.6%
  • Would you go together?

    Votes: 10 37.0%
  • Would you go first and not worry if your partner CTB ‘d

    Votes: 5 18.5%
  • Would you go last to be certain?

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • If you could not meet your partner would you go together on a zoom call?

    Votes: 4 14.8%
  • Would you have someone witness your end?

    Votes: 2 7.4%
  • You’d prefer to go alone

    Votes: 14 51.9%

  • Total voters
    27
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,815
I'm not planning on it, but it seems like it would be comforting to have a partner. Someone else who gets it. I know people, particularly in Asia, get together for CO/charcoal. That might be nicer than going alone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,843
I just want to cease existing peacefully alone with no more pain and no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, for me ceasing to exist would be the positive solution to find peace from all future suffering but really I just want to erase this existence, I just want it to be like this torturous existence was never imposed at all.
 
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tiokapaws

tiokapaws

Non breath oblige
Feb 28, 2026
49
I would love to have someone to do it with. But of course, I worry what would happen if one of us would chicken out. I think the only method I'd be capable of doing as a pair would maybe be jumping from a great height Like if you go holding hands then all there's left is to hit the ground. For hanging, what happens if you do it wrong and you're conscious hearing someone die right beside you? and then having that be the last image in your mind before you die... Quite awful tbh.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,877
Alone. Having another person involved invites a lot of complication that I do not want to deal with.
 

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