Hello my friends,
it's been a while.
I am sad I am here again. Been having my upwards and downwards, with some sense of optimism, thinking I'll make it through this pandemia. Specially as I see other nations making it through. Oh how I envy european citizens, who may be seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, despite being unclear how far that end is yet. But I am not so lucky, I live in Argentina, and I have little faith.
So, my next concern is going back to my beloved SN. I've been thinking, specially after hearing how horrible this thing can be if it hits you hard, how to ctb while on it. I mean... making the entire process to swallow SN while coughing blood is nigh impossible, isn't it?. I wish I had a gun, that would solve most things, but this ain't the case so...
I haven't given up yet. I have a plastic facemask. I use a mouthcover (Sadly it's a mere cloth cover, not an N95, but well... no such luck in my country). Gloves, and a plastic raincoat. I am just trying to say, I am trying, really hard, but I guess it is inevitable.
Any advice? I guess the only feasible advice is to get a gun... sadly that seems unlikely. I have no money. I mean, I do, I had some good savings, but my mom recently got robbed of most of her savings, and I offered her to combine what was left of her with all that is mine. Now that we have merged it, she has it well counted, and we live in a too cramped appartment for me to take money from there without she noticing to get a gun. Still, I guess it's my only hope left.
I love you friends. And to all of you from the US, Canada or Europe... I wish you best of luck my friends. I am hopeful for you. I am not arguing just being from such places minimizes your pain, nor that you should not cbt, I simply... want to share my hope for you guys. I love you all, I truly do.
it's been a while.
I am sad I am here again. Been having my upwards and downwards, with some sense of optimism, thinking I'll make it through this pandemia. Specially as I see other nations making it through. Oh how I envy european citizens, who may be seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, despite being unclear how far that end is yet. But I am not so lucky, I live in Argentina, and I have little faith.
So, my next concern is going back to my beloved SN. I've been thinking, specially after hearing how horrible this thing can be if it hits you hard, how to ctb while on it. I mean... making the entire process to swallow SN while coughing blood is nigh impossible, isn't it?. I wish I had a gun, that would solve most things, but this ain't the case so...
I haven't given up yet. I have a plastic facemask. I use a mouthcover (Sadly it's a mere cloth cover, not an N95, but well... no such luck in my country). Gloves, and a plastic raincoat. I am just trying to say, I am trying, really hard, but I guess it is inevitable.
Any advice? I guess the only feasible advice is to get a gun... sadly that seems unlikely. I have no money. I mean, I do, I had some good savings, but my mom recently got robbed of most of her savings, and I offered her to combine what was left of her with all that is mine. Now that we have merged it, she has it well counted, and we live in a too cramped appartment for me to take money from there without she noticing to get a gun. Still, I guess it's my only hope left.
I love you friends. And to all of you from the US, Canada or Europe... I wish you best of luck my friends. I am hopeful for you. I am not arguing just being from such places minimizes your pain, nor that you should not cbt, I simply... want to share my hope for you guys. I love you all, I truly do.
