HereToday

HereToday

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Dec 27, 2019
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Hi everyone. Long time lurker, first time poster.
I'm impatiently waiting for my SN to arrive. Ordered from 2 different sellers on an auction website, and its already been a month of waiting. Time goes by so slow when you're waiting for death. Anyway...

I'm considering ctb on the other side of the planet. I'd burn my ID so they couldn't identify me and there's no way my family could get my body back. I'd leave them a suicide note and all my money and belongings, so they know I'm dead but that's it. I don't want them to have to see my body, it would be pointless on both sides.
I also don't want a funeral or any type of memorial service where people will pretend to care about me, when no one cared while I was alive. I don't want to have a place people can visit to talk to a stone and pretend they care. I also don't want to be a pile of ashes in my abusive parents home. I'd rather just die abroad where no one knows who I am, and skip all that fake bullshit.

I'd love to hear other people's opinions on this
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
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I am thinking about it too. It would be nice to and my life in some beautiful place abroad. Just like you, I don't really want to be buried in the ground, I would like to be burned and that my ashes will be spilled in some nice place, but that's illegal. Even If you choose cremation you still have to be buried in the ground on cemetery. I also don't want this fancy funeral thing, it's just stupid. Problem with CTB abroad is that you have to plan everything precisely, and also this limit methods that you can use to CTB. But on the second thought, does it really matter? You will be dead anyway, so you will not even know what will happen to you body after that.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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This is my ideal plan, although I'm not sure I'd go so far as to destroy my documentation. It depends on who is still in my life when I ctb. If it's only my sister I could care less about her being notified. If my parents are around I'd want them to know.
 
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Rena rossy

Rena rossy

will be blue
Dec 24, 2019
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If you register in a hotel, they will know and report it and I guess the consulate would take the informing part. And if your family knows where you are goint to travel to, they will be able to match your dental records, I thibk. I don't know it is my opinion and it may take some time until they find you so maybe you can consider this too.
 
bigoutfit

bigoutfit

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Oct 7, 2019
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Also depending on the country you enter they may take your fingerprints as well when you enter. Hell I had a connecting flight going through China and they still took my fingerprints.
 
HereToday

HereToday

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Dec 27, 2019
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If you register in a hotel, they will know and report it and I guess the consulate would take the informing part. And if your family knows where you are goint to travel to, they will be able to match your dental records, I thibk. I don't know it is my opinion and it may take some time until they find you so maybe you can consider this too.

Also depending on the country you enter they may take your fingerprints as well when you enter. Hell I had a connecting flight going through China and they still took my fingerprints.

I knew some countries fingerprint on entry but figured I'd just find one that doesn't. Didn't consider the dental records thing though. They'd easily find out where I went considering you can't go anywhere without a passport anymore. We really do belong to the governments. Crazy that I can't decide I don't want my family to be informed, I don't want a funeral, autopsy, etc etc. They can hack into my body and remove all my organs against my will, and society is just OK with that. What a fucked up world we live in. Guess I might as well do it here then, since I have no say in anything anyway
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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While not abroad, I am going to ctb reasonably far away from where I live now, around 4/5 hours driving. I want to do the touristy things first and be far enough away that family and friends won't have to be constantly reminded of it.
 
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HereToday

HereToday

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Dec 27, 2019
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While not abroad, I am going to ctb reasonably far away from where I live now, around 4/5 hours driving. I want to do the touristy things first and be far enough away that family and friends won't have to be constantly reminded of it.

That's a good point, that ctb far away will make it somewhat easier on the ones we leave behind. And having one last vacation makes it a little less depressing than ctb at home
 

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