HereToday
Arcanist
- Dec 27, 2019
- 437
Hi everyone. Long time lurker, first time poster.
I'm impatiently waiting for my SN to arrive. Ordered from 2 different sellers on an auction website, and its already been a month of waiting. Time goes by so slow when you're waiting for death. Anyway...
I'm considering ctb on the other side of the planet. I'd burn my ID so they couldn't identify me and there's no way my family could get my body back. I'd leave them a suicide note and all my money and belongings, so they know I'm dead but that's it. I don't want them to have to see my body, it would be pointless on both sides.
I also don't want a funeral or any type of memorial service where people will pretend to care about me, when no one cared while I was alive. I don't want to have a place people can visit to talk to a stone and pretend they care. I also don't want to be a pile of ashes in my abusive parents home. I'd rather just die abroad where no one knows who I am, and skip all that fake bullshit.
I'd love to hear other people's opinions on this
I'm impatiently waiting for my SN to arrive. Ordered from 2 different sellers on an auction website, and its already been a month of waiting. Time goes by so slow when you're waiting for death. Anyway...
I'm considering ctb on the other side of the planet. I'd burn my ID so they couldn't identify me and there's no way my family could get my body back. I'd leave them a suicide note and all my money and belongings, so they know I'm dead but that's it. I don't want them to have to see my body, it would be pointless on both sides.
I also don't want a funeral or any type of memorial service where people will pretend to care about me, when no one cared while I was alive. I don't want to have a place people can visit to talk to a stone and pretend they care. I also don't want to be a pile of ashes in my abusive parents home. I'd rather just die abroad where no one knows who I am, and skip all that fake bullshit.
I'd love to hear other people's opinions on this