halleyscomet
halley
- Mar 26, 2024
- 307
i'm starting to get to a point where i have a decision to make. as my life progresses and i gain more responsibilities and relationships, cbt becomes much more difficult.
right now i am at a point where i am completely and utterly alone, i have absolutely no one. i am completely unloved and invisible to those around me.
this would be the perfect time to cbt, as i will effect the people around me the least.
time is ticking and i need to decide whether i will go now or will continue into adulthood, go to nursing school, have kids ect...
but i am unsure if i want to to die, im so numb and tired i can't really think of the pros and cons.
i just want to be loved, i want to be happy, but it feels like only the sweet embrace of death will bring that to me.
im just so exhausted and depressed. i wish someone or something would swing me one way or the other. either way i know i will never be able to achieve full happiness.
i just dont know whether to use the rest of my life to serve the world around me, or save on resources and cbt now.
im so tired i just want a hug
right now i am at a point where i am completely and utterly alone, i have absolutely no one. i am completely unloved and invisible to those around me.
this would be the perfect time to cbt, as i will effect the people around me the least.
time is ticking and i need to decide whether i will go now or will continue into adulthood, go to nursing school, have kids ect...
but i am unsure if i want to to die, im so numb and tired i can't really think of the pros and cons.
i just want to be loved, i want to be happy, but it feels like only the sweet embrace of death will bring that to me.
im just so exhausted and depressed. i wish someone or something would swing me one way or the other. either way i know i will never be able to achieve full happiness.
i just dont know whether to use the rest of my life to serve the world around me, or save on resources and cbt now.
im so tired i just want a hug