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[boddibo]

129,761

eh that's nice!

 

[amor.dor]

129 762

 

[boddibo]

129,763

 

[Always-in-trouble]

129,764: I feel like I make everything worse for my carers. I am just so negative now.

 

[boddibo]

129,765

why do you think that?

 

[gunmetalblue]

129,766

 

[boddibo]

129,767

Hi J! Been a while

 

[Always-in-trouble]

129,765

why do you think that?

All I think about is suicide x1000 daily. Nothing compares to that obessiveness and it is making me sprial, even though my life really isn't that bad

 

[gunmetalblue]

129,769(?)

Hey guys and girls, yeah Jesus was occupied ignoring people's prays. Busy business

 

[boddibo]

129,770

@gunmetalblue that's why my prayers have been ignored

@Always-in-trouble If you are feeling suicidal, it does mean something makes you feel bad despite having the feeling that your life 'isn't that bad'. Things as depression and suicide ideation are not inherently logical. Sometimes, even the little things can get us to that state of mind. Sometimes it can even be something you view as trivial. Suicide ideation isn't a competition.

 

[GlassMoon]

129,768 hello and good night

 

[amor.dor]

Hello jesus -Amén-
Hello AIT i'm sorry
129 769??
Hello Glass Gn

 

[boddibo]

129,770(?)

@GlassMoon hello good night hope life's okayish for you

 

[GlassMoon]

@boddibo Mostly busy, things going up and down. What happened to @U. A. ? You mentioned him earlier and I saw he didn't play for more than a week.

129,769 yay I get to say it

Edit: sorry, wrong number

 

[Xi-Xi]

129668

I dunno what the hell just happened, but I'm here

 

[amor.dor]

129 669?
I've already lost count again.

Ni hao xi-xi

 

[boddibo]

129,770
hi Xi

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[amor.dor]

We swallowed 100 numbers without even realizing it
129 771

 

[gunmetalblue]

129,772

The counting demon is back to cause havoc.
Looks like everyone has been summoned

 

[Always-in-trouble]

129,773: Self-hatred, apathy and maldaptive daydreaming might be making all of those pests worse. I can't cope with my thoughts for much longer as it so jumbled from desires, regerts etc. I might try to kms again with a different method despites the pleas form my carers and push for support with therapy for example, which probably won't work since I would just go back to thinking the same stuff all over. Maybe medication is the only way. @boddibo

 

[Xi-Xi]

129 772

Boa Tarde, Amor.

And, good afternoon or night to the rest of you lads.

 

[gunmetalblue]

129,773

I mean it's always bright in heaven so I couldn't tell you the time honestly

 

[amor.dor]

Boa tarde Xi-Xi senpai(
Is there a term in Chinese for "senpai"?

129 773

 

[Always-in-trouble]

129,774: Good night Xi and to the rest too, gotta hand in my switch in half-hour so I might not be here for longxd. Also heaven is just arctic summer times with 23 hours of sunlight+1 hpur @gunmetalblue

 

[amor.dor]

129,774: Good night Xi and to the rest too, gotta hand in my switch in half-hour so I might not be here for longxd. Also heaven is just arctic summer times with 23 hours of sunlight+1 hpur @gunmetalblue

It must be surreal to live with days like that.
Take care, come back whenever you want. It's worth distracting yourself a little.
129 775

I must be talking nonsense. I started feeling tired listening to the rain fall here. The sound of droplets really makes me sleepy.

 

[boddibo]

129,776

i feel tired too lol vision is blurry

 

[amor.dor]

129 777
Have you ever felt like this? Like, you're going to study or work and you get sleepy, but at night sleep doesn't come easily? There was a time in my life when I felt sleepy all the time and had no motivation. But it was depression knocking at my door.

 

[boddibo]

129,778

oh, i'm already depressed so i'm used to it,
in fact i can easily fall asleep but i do have things that haunt me at night before falling asleep