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SleeplessAndSad

SleeplessAndSad

Maybe there is no reason after all
Jan 1, 2026
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I am glad it all went well :D

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SleeplessAndSad

Maybe there is no reason after all
Jan 1, 2026
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I need to sleep

Good night y'all

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Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
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Good night, SaS.
 
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amor.dor

In this Craziness, Uncertainty
Dec 24, 2025
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a primeira vez que li seu nome eu li miojin e so depois entendi que era o martelo
japanese tv japan GIF

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Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
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129,593 (I count Schrodinger's numbers as one point for me!)
 
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amor.dor

In this Craziness, Uncertainty
Dec 24, 2025
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Schrodinger's numbers ?
I was surprised when I learned about photons and electrons — that an electron is connected to all other electrons anywhere in the universe, and a photon teleports through space instantly. A photon doesn't experience time.
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Arvayn

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Schrodinger's numbers ?
Yes. Schrodinger's Cat is a thought experiment where you cannot know whether a cat inside a box is dead or alive until something observes (in the physics sense of the word; to be 'observed' means to be interacted with by something, in any way) it; therefore, until it is observed, it's in a state of being both dead and alive at the same time.

Schrodinger's number in this case is an unconfirmed/unspecified number that could be both a -1 or a +1. I ruled that it's a -1 for me!
 
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Always-in-trouble

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129,597: I'm back lol. Not for long since I have to give all devices at 22:00 because they are concerned about my sleep. Still feeling suicidal, even if I wasn't close to succeeding in my attempt. It's on my mind constantly now.
 
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mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
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I hope you'll be in a better situation soon
 
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Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
171
129,597: I'm back lol. Not for long since I have to give all devices at 22:00 because they are concerned about my sleep. Still feeling suicidal, even if I wasn't close to succeeding in my attempt. It's on my mind constantly now.
They?

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amor.dor

In this Craziness, Uncertainty
Dec 24, 2025
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He has caretakers that keep him on a very strict schedule, I believe.
I imagine it must be a very restrictive life. I once spent two weeks in a psychiatric ward — if I could die of boredom, I would have.

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129,597: I'm back lol. Not for long since I have to give all devices at 22:00 because they are concerned about my sleep. Still feeling suicidal, even if I wasn't close to succeeding in my attempt. It's on my mind constantly now.
Take care 🫂
 
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Always-in-trouble

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They?

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My carers. Roughly what Arvayn said. They really don't want me on this website as well which is the main reason why I have qustodio on my phone. I don't hate them btw, especially since I have bonded with them from my last placememt in which they work at (while I am in respite at their house from a agency they opened.) They do think I struggle a lot with very basic stuff like washing and social cues, taking it upon themselves to teach me those things since they have high expectations of me tha I don't think I will live up to.
Appreciate it Amor. Hope I see you guys tomorrow in general (or maybe today if I lie and snatch my switch downstairs quietly xd). 129,596
 
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Arvayn

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I imagine it must be a very restrictive life. I once spent two weeks in a psychiatric ward — if I could die of boredom, I would have.
I've spent a week or so in pediatric care wards, but I've never been to a psychiatric ward, since my method, starvation, is hardly ever interpreted as an intentional suicide attempt, and I just lied to doctors about loss of appetite being the reason I didn't eat.

Being checked into a pediatric hospital was very funny for me, since everybody there was a small child, while I was only a few weeks younger than 18. The nurses also treated and talked to me like I was 6 years old, even though I was essentially a grown adult.
One time, while I was there, this little girl with this giant gash leaking blood on the side of her torso came up to me, because I was eating some candy I had brought, and she really wanted some herself. So, I just gave her the whole box. She was very happy... I wonder how she's doing now.
 
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amor.dor

In this Craziness, Uncertainty
Dec 24, 2025
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I've spent a week or so in pediatric care wards, but I've never been to a psychiatric ward, since my method, starvation, is hardly ever interpreted as an intentional suicide attempt, and I just lied to doctors about loss of appetite being the reason I didn't eat.

Being checked into a pediatric hospital was very funny for me, since everybody there was a small child, while I was only a few weeks younger than 18. The nurses also treated and talked to me like I was 6 years old, even though I was essentially a grown adult.
One time, while I was there, this little girl with this giant gash leaking blood on the side of her torso came up to me, because I was eating some candy I had brought, and she really wanted some herself. So, I just gave her the whole box. She was very happy... I wonder how she's doing now.
I hope she's doing okay. Kids are pleasant when they're not crying.

The way you talk reminds me of a girl who always spoke with me while I was in that hospital. Everything was very restricted and there was nothing to do. She was really pleasant and we'd talk about anything. I even remember a guy who used to talk with us — she called him Jesus because he had long, kind of blond hair… It's paradoxically nostalgic to remember. It's been two and a half years.

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webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
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(...) Plus, depending on where you are, there's always the off-chance you run into some kind of crazy homeless that laid claim to the building, but they can be avoided or warded off fairly easily for me.
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(......) but they can be warded off fairly easily for me.
I believe it
 
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Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
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When I was in a hospital, there was this trans woman in a wheelchair. She had already been there for two months at the time, and had just gotten her drivers license. She was very nice to me, and she didn't criticize or judge me at all.
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