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Always-in-trouble

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Sounds like a form of aphantasia to me but I don't know @Arvayn
Lol it also happens to me, a lot @Always-in-trouble, everyday
Nearly lost my phone at college, which would of pissed support workers off bad. I wonder if its a form with aphantasia but with objects? 129,575
 
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maybe just memory issues @Always-in-trouble lol
 
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Always-in-trouble

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maybe just memory issues @Always-in-trouble lol
129,580: I guess so. Honestly, I am thinking of ctbing tomorrow potentially. Plan is to go to beachy head where carers are not in the house to work and skip college that day (just gonna lie that I arrived at college). I know it's not a robust plan (need a way to not get found out by patrols and also find the right spot for example) in the slightest, but I am really just becoming nihilistic and stupid. Can't bear with myself anymore.
 
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129,580: I guess so. Honestly, I am thinking of ctbing tomorrow potentially. Plan is to go to beachy head where carers are not in the house to work and skip college that day (just gonna lie that I arrived at college). I know it's not a robust plan (need a way to not get found out by patrols and also find the right spot for example) in the slightest, but I am really just becoming nihilistic and stupid. Can't bear with myself anymore.
I'll miss you...

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@Arvayn I will need a list of your favourite books with a detailed review of each one
 
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Nov 19, 2025
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Personally, I can recognize faces, but I can never picture faces in my imagination unless I am very interested in that person. There are maybe two people who I can accurately and confidently recreate the faces of from memory; everyone else, I just think of them in terms of names and voices.
I'm the same, but I pay extra attention to faces, and absolutely no attention to names. I just associate people by face and voice
Wow, Arvayn's offline for once. You know it's bad when he's offline
 
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maybe he isn't a vampire after all and really is sleeping.........
 
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Arvayn

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Who summons my name?
I had to regather my energy and schedule a doctor's appointment for tomorrow. I will probably get some kind of antibiotic prescription, but really, I'm just doing it for the medical leave.
@Arvayn I will need a list of your favourite books with a detailed review of each one
Believe it or not, I actually do not read literature too much. My bookshelf is intentionally tailored to be radical, because I want educated people who come into my house to recoil and ask themselves if I am a person remotely worth talking with, because there's a 50/50 chance I'm either enlightened or helplessly deranged.
Lolita, Invitation To A Beheading, Blood Meridian, 120 days of Sodom, The Stranger, Between Two Fires, Corpus Hermeticum, The Book of Lies, The Complete Manual of Suicide, Nihil Unbound; that's what I'm all about. Of course, with a few taboo smut books thrown in there, for good measure.

Now, as for writing a detailed review of each one, er... I only have so much free time...
 

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