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It might help to look into the concept of body neutrality (as opposed to body positivity). Basically just appreciate your body for what it does, the way it keeps you alive, its functions, etc, rather than trying to force yourself to love it or find it beautiful. It doesn't exist to be a decoration, it exists to serve you.
Regardless, being "fat" doesn't necessarily mean ugliness. Some of my exes were overweight and I was down catastrophic for them.
I've talked about this in chat before, but yeah, I know it would be better to be more accepting of my body the way it is, and that there are people who are into my "type", but just personally I want almost the exact opposite of what I am. Call it me being porn-brained or whatever, but for me the proportions/aesthetics matter (I was an artist, I guess 🚬), and like I wouldn't be content with someone liking me the way I am, if that makes sense. Idk, maybe I'm just a hater (definitely).


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Hey @gunmetalblue! 🫂 Why did you private your profile page? :( I want to steal your data, wtf /j
 
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Hey @gunmetalblue! 🫂 Why did you private your profile page? :( I want to steal your data, wtf /j
I did actually just for you, so you can't steal my data mwhaahaha
Actually yeah I prefer it that way for the moment. I'll hit you with a follow.
How are you?
 
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Afternoon to you too, Jesus.
 
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I did actually just for you, so you can't steal my data mwhaahaha
I knew it! I wasn't paranoid that everyone hates me for no reason!!! 😡😡😡

JK, thank you <3 I'm alright now, better than a few days ago when I had my regularly scheduled meltdown.
 
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How are you today @Arvayn ? Did you have work?
I knew it! I wasn't paranoid that everyone hates me for no reason!!! 😡😡😡
Actually no everyone loves and applauds your data stealing capabilities hehe
JK, thank you <3 I'm alright now, better than a few days ago when I had my regularly scheduled meltdown.
You're welcome. Argh we all have our moments don't we. Happy to know you're doing better
 
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How are you today @Arvayn ? Did you have work?
Thanks for asking; I did, but I didn't get to go, due to being incredibly sleep deprived and passing out before I could leave. At least it's extra free time, right...? I'll make up some bullshit reason for why I couldn't come today.
 
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Thanks for asking; I did, but I didn't get to go, due to being incredibly sleep deprived and passing out before I could leave. At least it's extra free time, right...? I'll make up some bullshit reason for why I couldn't come today.
Well shit. How long since you last slept? I mean sure but you should use that free time to actually rest in that case. Hope you don't get trouble with work.

Hey Fish
Hey SaS
 
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Well shit. How long since you last slept? I mean sure but you should use that free time to actually rest in that case. Hope you don't get trouble with work.
I slept. I woke up a few hours ago.
They put me on leave starting last November after I reported all my mental diagnoses to them, even though I didn't particularly want to; I was supposed to return starting today, but alas, unforeseen circumstances happen all the time.

To be honest, I think they're actually glad I didn't come today. They thought I was some kind of mentally unstable maniac that will try to spread his insanity to others. Which, well... slightly true, I suppose.
 
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I slept. I woke up a few hours ago.
Well that's good.
They put me on leave starting last November after I reported all my mental diagnoses to them, even though I didn't particularly want to; I was supposed to return starting today, but alas, unforeseen circumstances happen all the time.
I'm getting the vibe that the work atmosphere might not be great? Do you even want to return to work?
To be honest, I think they're actually glad I didn't come today. They thought I was some kind of mentally unstable maniac that will try to spread his insanity to others. Which, well... -true, I suppose.
Yes you transmit the insanely through the vampirism, makes sense. You definitely aren't a boring one hehe
 
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Well that's good.

I'm getting the vibe that the work atmosphere might not be great? Do you even want to return to work?

Yes you transmit the insanely through the vampirism, makes sense. You definitely aren't a boring one hehe
It's not work; it's college. I am currently studying for a degree I have no interest in or plans to make use of. Indeed, the atmosphere is not great, as the people are rather tense with one another, but I am actually fairly well liked, and spited by some. I do want to return, in the sense that I'm looking to get it over with already so I can apply to vocational school for what I actually want to do.
 
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hello people

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I yet am...
 
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Welcome-come, @cat0boy.

how are you people from the internet?
I feel like death today, which is better than feeling upset or stressed, at least. In other news, my friend is trying to steal the ceremonial sword and plate armor of a noble house (in-game), not realizing that there are logistical issues to even hauling the thing out of the shrine without getting spotted. I can't believe how little he is thinking this through.
 
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I feel like death today
i'm not even sure what it's supposed to convey
In other news, my friend is trying to steal the ceremonial sword and plate armor of a noble house
you know, i read it and thought 'yes sounds about right' until you said it was in game; i wouldn't be surprised lol
 
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see? not surprised at all lol
 
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I feel a huge urge to eat a bunch of fruit.
 
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