Counting down the days...

[Fox of June]

Does it feel time moves much more slowly for you once you have a plan in place?

 

[12_Years_Late]

Yes and no. It has been moving quite slowly in recent weeks.

 

[12_Years_Late]

I have about one week left, it will most likely be Saturday, 7/1.

 

[Fox of June]

I feel I have put more planning and effort into ctb than I have anything else in my life ever. Suppose it says it all really.

 

[scorchie]

when are you going to ctb?

 

[Fox of June]

when are you going to ctb?

Soon. I feel I'm at a point where I am prepared to go ahead and things are being put in place to make it happen. Physically and psychologically ruined now and this existence is not something that can continue without suffering I cannot tolerate.

 

[day]

I have a rough idea that I'll CTB in September, maybe it's to far out but days seem to just be going at the moment.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Soon. I feel I'm at a point where I am prepared to go ahead and things are being put in place to make it happen. Physically and psychologically ruined now and this existence is not something that can continue without suffering I cannot tolerate.

Sounds like you are definitely ready to go now.
I wish you the best when the time comes.

 

[bedtimebabe]

It feels like now that I've decided, CTB is the only thing I can think about and I'm obsessed with it and can only fake interest in the other things in my life. And all I'm doing is waiting.

 

[The anhedonic one]

It feels like now that I've decided, CTB is the only thing I can think about and I'm obsessed with it and can only fake interest in the other things in my life. And all I'm doing is waiting.

Same here.
Nothing in this world interests me anymore and the only thing that brings me comfort are thoughts of dying.

 

[12_Years_Late]

Only a few days left at this point...aiming for Thursday, 6/29.