If successfully managed, one wouldn't have the capability to regret, feel, think or experience anything, so it wouldn't really matter if we die now or in some years. At the end we presumably cease to exist, it wouldn't matter in this state if we was even born in the first place.
Any form of afterlife seems to be nothing more than an abstract construct of the mind, at least from my POV.
So, maybe to accept death and the final non-existence which can't be avoided anyway, no matter how much we love Jesus or something, just cross the border of the point of no return by an hefty overdose of multiple substances, administered in a way where puking won't stop the process and where you are passed out so hard that you maybe even choke on your own vomit while being total unconscious.
I mean, taking a substances that is 10x more potent than fent rectally, 1g of this, is the equivalent of shooting 500g of heroin up your veins. I put an absurd tiny amount of the powder on my tongue and I was wasted from this. It's absurdly strong. No way, with all the benzos and sleeping pills to pass out quickly, could I survive this.
Any form of afterlife seems to be nothing more than an abstract construct of the mind, at least from my POV.
So, maybe to accept death and the final non-existence which can't be avoided anyway, no matter how much we love Jesus or something, just cross the border of the point of no return by an hefty overdose of multiple substances, administered in a way where puking won't stop the process and where you are passed out so hard that you maybe even choke on your own vomit while being total unconscious.
I mean, taking a substances that is 10x more potent than fent rectally, 1g of this, is the equivalent of shooting 500g of heroin up your veins. I put an absurd tiny amount of the powder on my tongue and I was wasted from this. It's absurdly strong. No way, with all the benzos and sleeping pills to pass out quickly, could I survive this.
