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kate_rd

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I ordered SN about 3 times since February and It finally came. my plan is for next Thursday, 8 days. I've ordered Domperidone for the Antiemetic. I keep reading about different doses of SN and water, I need to get it right. is 50mg in 100mI water a good dose or should I change it? I had a failed attempt a couple weeks ago(method was drowning, failed..obviously). Ive had June 18th in my head for a while now. I messed up and told my doctor and care leaver support that I have a plan to take my life, I guess I was kinda hoping for some help. yesterday I had a bunch of phone calls of different doctors/services and they all said they were 'concerned', I know how it goes and I just can't be sectioned..i'm so close! I told them I'm feeling better and stuff but I'm not sure they believe me. should I move my date forward just to be safe or stick with my plan?
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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this is an individual question, if you are prepared do it, if it is not better. only you will know the time of your journey. 25 mg in 50 ml of water.
 
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kate_rd

kate_rd

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this is an individual question, if you are prepared do it, if it is not better. only you will know the time of your journey. 25 mg in 50 ml of water.

I will probably wait until the set date, I'm not really prepared right now & thank you
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

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May 22, 2020
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I think it's a good idea to wait for your original date. You need to do it right if you choose to go through with it. You said you were kind of hoping for help. They are expressing concern - how about taking them up on it? Hide your SN and whatever else you have for your method so it will be there if you decide you need it. Just see where it goes. I support whatever decision you make. Just take your time. Impulsiveness can result in mistakes.
 
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Quarky00

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25g
35g if 100kg+ .

Put in 50ml water (if can't measure up to 100ml is good but not more) .

Not much more to it . Don't over complicate :heart:

As for your other worries , it depends on your location , some places are more aggressive while others are lenient (regarding sectioning). If you said you have no intentions you should be okay though . Do things at your own pace . It's your life , it's your time , it's your (sadly) death . Don't let others (including me/us) control it and tell you that you are ready , or not ready .... Do when you feel comfortable , not because of outside pressure from a particular event .
 
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Tesha

Tesha

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May 31, 2020
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'Messing up' and telling your doctor you want to CTB might be your way of telling yourself you're not ready. Don't rush into it. If you've told them you've changed your mind, then it sounds like you have time to think about it. Good luck with whatever decision you go with.
 
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