
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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After readings,
my plan :
me : 6'03 and 134 l : 1m 84, 61 kg.
I am taking medication : 150 mg sertraline,400mg carbamazepine,400 mg quetiapine,,seresta 30/40 mg
I finally managed to find all the ingredients: SN 99/100;propanolol;cimetidine;metoclopramide
-a few days before i test 40 mg propanolol to see how my body support this.
(I don't want to faint when I take the 5 * 40 mg of propanolol before I can take any sn!)
-Day 1 I eat and drink normally,without excess.
6h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) (i dont eat the morning)
14 h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) before eat.
23 h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) before sleep after eat
-Day 2 final:
-24 hours fasting ( 24 h day1 to 24h day2):
I don't eat anything at all, I don't drink anything at all except to swallow the necessary medicines
but, I do not take my psychiatric medication to avoid mixtures.
times are approximate
8h: 1*10 mg Metococlopramide
16h:1*10mg Metoclopramide
-23h : 1 g paracetamol with little water
-23h: 05 X 40mg Propranolol (200mg) with little water..
(I have decided not to take a benzodiazepine because I am afraid that I will not be clear enough about the end of the program. propanolol should already calm me down)
23 h 15 : 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg)
with
4* 200 mg cimetidine(800 mg ) effervescent in water(antiacid)
pph says to take both drugs at the same time for potentialisation
.-24h: 10*40 mg of propanolol(600mg)l with water : in all I get my 800 mg of propanolol
(it is too hard to dissolve 10 tablets in only 50ml of water, especially since it is necessary to add after 25 g of SN)
-24h: 25g sn dissolved in 50 ml water
i I lie in my bed with music
-2nd glass and 3rd prepared glass next to my bed...if I vomit...
-if I vomit immediately after I re-drink a drink without waiting to pass out ...
-normally between midnight and 10 h , i will be alone at home without
phone call, I live alone ... great minimum 10 hours before being found...
i made a mix of pph2020/stan/wiki/jumpergeo informations...
some information is different so hard to decide :-(
your advices please???
what's wrong?
THANKS AND SORRY TO BOTHER EVERYONE:-(
my plan :
me : 6'03 and 134 l : 1m 84, 61 kg.
I am taking medication : 150 mg sertraline,400mg carbamazepine,400 mg quetiapine,,seresta 30/40 mg
I finally managed to find all the ingredients: SN 99/100;propanolol;cimetidine;metoclopramide
-a few days before i test 40 mg propanolol to see how my body support this.
(I don't want to faint when I take the 5 * 40 mg of propanolol before I can take any sn!)
-Day 1 I eat and drink normally,without excess.
6h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) (i dont eat the morning)
14 h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) before eat.
23 h 1* 10 mg metoclopramide (10 mg) before sleep after eat
-Day 2 final:
-24 hours fasting ( 24 h day1 to 24h day2):
I don't eat anything at all, I don't drink anything at all except to swallow the necessary medicines
but, I do not take my psychiatric medication to avoid mixtures.
times are approximate
8h: 1*10 mg Metococlopramide
16h:1*10mg Metoclopramide
-23h : 1 g paracetamol with little water
-23h: 05 X 40mg Propranolol (200mg) with little water..
(I have decided not to take a benzodiazepine because I am afraid that I will not be clear enough about the end of the program. propanolol should already calm me down)
23 h 15 : 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg)
with
4* 200 mg cimetidine(800 mg ) effervescent in water(antiacid)
pph says to take both drugs at the same time for potentialisation
.-24h: 10*40 mg of propanolol(600mg)l with water : in all I get my 800 mg of propanolol
(it is too hard to dissolve 10 tablets in only 50ml of water, especially since it is necessary to add after 25 g of SN)
-24h: 25g sn dissolved in 50 ml water
i I lie in my bed with music
-2nd glass and 3rd prepared glass next to my bed...if I vomit...
-if I vomit immediately after I re-drink a drink without waiting to pass out ...
-normally between midnight and 10 h , i will be alone at home without
phone call, I live alone ... great minimum 10 hours before being found...
i made a mix of pph2020/stan/wiki/jumpergeo informations...
some information is different so hard to decide :-(
your advices please???
what's wrong?
THANKS AND SORRY TO BOTHER EVERYONE:-(
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