I can't help but feel guilty about leaving this world prematurely, no matter how bad I'm suffering. I know it's just the stigma of suicide and the societal brainwashing, telling us we're all supposed to suffer until we're 80 and slowly die naturally, but it still gets to me.
One thing that helps me feel better and puts it into perspective that we're all going to die, that it's just a natural part of life, and age and the cause of death is irrelevant, is thinking of some really cool, legendary people who departed early, whom I idolize, regardless of whether they accidentally or intentionally ended their life, we're killed, etc. and how I want to be just like them and go out at a young age. My list would currently be:
• Kurt Cobain
• Heath Ledger
• Mac Miller
• XXXTentacion
• Lil Peep
What would yours be?