Convulsions partial hanging

[nebulous3000]

I cut my wrist deep right at the point of the pulse but I still somehow missed the artery. It hurt so bad I threw the knife at the ground and lost it as I was outdoors. I tried later to cut into it further but was being a bitch and the wound had already began filling with white stuff. I never bothered with stitches and it actually healed up pretty well. Now I've moved on to partial hanging, outdoors again - I don't want my parents to find me and I don't want to stink up their home with my death. The problem I'm having is with severe convulsions, it feels like I'm about to pass out but then my body starts moving around uncontrollably- it's like I'm glitching. I then find myself staggering back to my feet still convulsing for what feels like 10 - 15 seconds where it feels like I'm glitching in and out. I'm telling you they're bad convulsions and I feel like it makes the whole process more difficult. According to ChatGPT not everyone will experience these symptoms. So any advice on how to get around it?

Don't want to long drop incase of accidental decapitation.

Thanks

 

[tpboy]

there is such a thing as a hanging chart for drop distance.

 

[nebulous3000]

Thanks mate I'll look into it.

Hey i was wondering if you could give me some tips on how to get people here interested in me. I just had a thought that I'd be more committed if I had an audience and especially if I'd built some community connections. Or is that some thing that is generally frowned upon ?

I'm very new here this my first post.

I'm a suicide sacrifice any word of those getting around either ? My dad was Illuminati so I've got no choice and the longer I take the worse it gets for me understand ? For some reason it's stil hard as fuck cause has to be my free choice. Not trying to freak you out. I'm just another loon. But I do need help with this.

 

[nooseknot]

Thanks mate I'll look into it.

Hey i was wondering if you could give me some tips on how to get people here interested in me. I just had a thought that I'd be more committed if I had an audience and especially if I'd built some community connections. Or is that some thing that is generally frowned upon ?

I'm very new here this my first post.

I'm a suicide sacrifice any word of those getting around either ? My dad was Illuminati so I've got no choice and the longer I take the worse it gets for me understand ? For some reason it's stil hard as fuck cause has to be my free choice. Not trying to freak you out. I'm just another loon. But I do need help with this.

quite interesting concept-what exactly do you have in mind?

 

[nebulous3000]

I dunno I'm keen to get more involved in discussions as it's been so long since I've connected to anyone. But ultimately I guess I'm suggesting to start a live feed where if I get above an amount of viewers I'd kill myself on camera. Just thinking if achievable at any scale there'd be an opportunity to monetise the event to help pay for my funeral expenses. Not sure what platforms would allow this. But even with the support I've seen people get through this forum I think would help me a lot.

 

[hang in there]

Lack of blood to the brain causes seizures which are causing the convulsions you describe. There is no way around it, the exceptions described by ChatGPT are those who constrict only their jugular vein (blocking blood from leaving the brain) rather than their carotid artery (which carries blood TO the brain).