Contemplating

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

No one in my family doesn't even like me no matter what I do I always mess everything up I might go through with my thoughts no one talks to me I realize I'm the problem. I want to stay here but my thoughts keep messing with me I'm not sure how much longer I can keep going.

 

[MrDarkness]

No one in my family doesn't even like me no matter what I do I always mess everything up I might go through with my thoughts no one talks to me I realize I'm the problem. I want to stay here but my thoughts keep messing with me I'm not sure how much longer I can keep going.

I feel the same, I've had over 32 failed friendships over the span of 10 years, all hating me and want nothing to with me, on top of that, the girl i truly loved, wanted nothing to with me also. This was a year ago, I can still hear the memories had with past friends and memories are so clear, and so is her face. I'm still living to help others, but once life becomes to much ctb it is, I got my hand on a belt, next Is sn

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

I feel the same, I've had over 32 failed friendships over the span of 10 years, all hating me and want nothing to with me, on top of that, the girl i truly loved, wanted nothing to with me also. This was a year ago, I can still hear the memories had with past friends and memories are so clear, and so is her face. I'm still living to help others, but once life becomes to much ctb it is, I got my hand on a belt, next Is sn

Same here always been there for everyone when they needed to vent but when I'm going through something no one is there for me. How do you cope I feel like I've tried everything but seems like it's just the same old constant loop no matter what I do differently.

 

[MrDarkness]

Same here always been there for everyone when they needed to vent but when I'm going through something no one is there for me. How do you cope I feel like I've tried everything but seems like it's just the same old constant loop no matter what I do differently.

My biggest cope is music and writing, deep down it still hurts, I want these Fucking memories gone,I just try to remove every last trace of them. honestly try to make new friends if possible I made some new friends through my brother and others online from the Touhou community. I hope the best for you. Life is shit but we are in this together

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

My biggest cope is music and writing, deep down it still hurts, I want these Fucking memories gone,I just try to remove every last trace of them. honestly try to make new friends if possible I made some new friends through my brother and others online from the Touhou community. I hope the best for you. Life is shit but we are in this together

Thank you for the advice this is my first time posting stuff like this for help. I will try. Thank you don't know how much this means to me.

 

[MrDarkness]

Thank you for the advice this is my first time posting stuff like this for help. I will try. Thank you don't know how much this means to me.

If you wanna talk my dms are always open. To live is to die and to die is to live

 

[FuneralCry]

It's awful how humans are so cruel and insensitive in this world, but it's just the harsh reality that you cannot rely on other people, most people are very self centred and only care about what directly affects themselves. But it must be tiring what you are going through, existing here certainly is so dreadful.

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

It's awful how humans are so cruel and insensitive in this world, but it's just the harsh reality that you cannot rely on other people, most people are very self centred and only care about what directly affects themselves. But it must be tiring what you are going through, existing here certainly is so dreadful.

Yea I realized people are so centered that they only care about you if they see what benefits them.