Contemplating CTB by Train

[mentalhealthfighter]

Like the title says, I'm contemplating CTB by train because of schizophrenic voices. I can't talk to my mom about it cause theyll lock me up even more in rehab.I'm listening a lot to XXXTentacion - schizophrenia where he says to not give up. I just got out of jail too lol (100 days)

 

[Szinuus]

Do you take medication for schizofrenia?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Do you take medication for schizofrenia?

Yes, I do. But I don't know if they're working. The moment I find out they don't, I'm gonna CTB

 

[akana]

sorry to hear :( love xxxtentacion

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you are going through. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. The train method is terrifying to me, I think that those who ctb that way must had been very desperate. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from your suffering.

 

[Szinuus]

Yes, I do. But I don't know if they're working. The moment I find out they don't, I'm gonna CTB

I see. Its such a cruel disease.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

That sounds really awful what you are going through. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. The train method is terrifying to me, I think that those who ctb that way must had been very desperate. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from your suffering.

It really is pretty awful. I've been suffering for years but its really coming to a high note. I really am desperate. Thank you

 

[Someone123]

Train is a scary method. Train drivers hits on average a couple people a year, there's no way to avoid it. One former train driver posted here within the pasy year that he hit 14 people during his time driving and 10 of them died- 1 of them was in the hospital for 4 days before dying. So the success rate was 70%. For the ones who survived then had very serious injuries- people who survive this method often lose one or two limbs and can get serious brain damage, etc. I understand wanting to ctb if there is too much pain, but if you can find a better method this could be better.

 

[Julgran]

Train is a scary method. Train drivers hits on average a couple people a year, there's no way to avoid it. One former train driver posted here within the pasy year that he hit 14 people during his time driving and 10 of them died- 1 of them was in the hospital for 4 days before dying. So the success rate was 70%. For the ones who survived then had very serious injuries- people who survive this method often lose one or two limbs and can get serious brain damage, etc. I understand wanting to ctb if there is too much pain, but if you can find a better method this could be better.

If you can, I suggest you reconsider, since the train driver may be psychologically affected for life, if they realize that they ran you over. I don't think that's fair for them.

Are there any other methods that you can consider...?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

If you can, I suggest you reconsider, since the train driver may be psychologically affected for life, if they realize that they ran you over. I don't think that's fair for them.

Are there any other methods that you can consider...?

Are there any you recommend?

 

[theboy]

Excuse the question, how were you in jail?
Regarding the train method, I understand that you must lie on the ground and only put your head so that it is run over. Instant death.
I have had testimonials of what it is like to live with schizophrenia and it is horrible.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Excuse the question, how were you in jail?
Regarding the train method, I understand that you must lie on the ground and only put your head so that it is run over. Instant death.
I have had testimonials of what it is like to live with schizophrenia and it is horrible.

I burned a book in rehab. Thanks for the tip

 

[Someone123]

Regarding the train method, I understand that you must lie on the ground and only put your head so that it is run over. Instant death.

It is a myth that this works. Most trains have something over the rail (that is under the train) to pushed debris away- if they didn't they would constantly be going off the rails. If by some chance they don't have this the train will hit yor body first and send you flying- that is no way to get a train method to be a 100% method- 70% is really it, and if you're in the 30%, life won't be easier with missing limbs.

 

[theboy]

It is a myth that this works. Most trains have something over the rail (that is under the train) to pushed debris away- if they didn't they would constantly be going off the rails. If by some chance they don't have this the train will hit yor body first and send you flying- that is no way to get a train method to be a 100% method- 70% is really it, and if you're in the 30%, life won't be easier with missing limbs.

Putting the head is more effective than the whole body. Unless you want to lie down and I run over your body. I have known cases of people who jump on the train but survive and are left with serious consequences.
It is true that the method is not the best method but one manages as best he can to avoid being left without limbs

I burned a book in rehab. Thanks for the tip

Wow, but just for burning a book you were in jail? how weird

 

[ojinzo]

Like the title says, I'm contemplating CTB by train because of schizophrenic voices. I can't talk to my mom about it cause theyll lock me up even more in rehab.I'm listening a lot to XXXTentacion - schizophrenia where he says to not give up. I just got out of jail too lol (100 days)

Don't do it by train. My neighbor sister tried and survived but now she only has one arm.

 

[classicfukup]

I made an attempt by metro train and it didn't work. Maybe because it was moving too slow as it entered the station. Maybe a real train would have worked. I have considered laying my neck on the rail but as someone said above this method might not be feasible.

 

[Someone123]

Wow, but just for burning a book you were in jail? how weird

If he burned it inside and he could have burned the building down and then he could he killed people then this makes sense- I doubt if he burned the book outside in a fire pit, he wouldn't get in trouble for that.

 

[Julgran]

Are there any you recommend?

Personally, I would suggest N, SN, the tourniquet method, or hanging - in that order.

Which one you may choose is up to how accessible it is, and how well it suits you

 

[sunburst]

Personally, I would suggest N, SN, the tourniquet method, or hanging - in that order.

Which one you may choose is up to how accessible it is, and how well it suits you

Getting N is so hard/dificul