F
frailcoffee
New Member
- Oct 13, 2024
- 3
Hello everyone,
This is my first time posting here. I've been browsing this forum for nearly two years after the death of my father. I'm not very good at writing and saying how I truly feel or what is wrong with me.It has been always difficult for me to do so, both verbally and online. Throughout my whole life being conscious, I never had anybody to share my miseries or to vent to and plead for help. It has always been difficult for me to form a proper connection with people including my parents. I always had a hard time communicating, I was always too quiet. Too scared and shy, thus becoming socially withdrawn during my teen years. I am lonely. I have no friends and I cannot burden my only family left with what I suffer with. I am slowly dying now, I don't eat at all anymore. I am anorexic, my body is in pain always, I can't walk for a long time anymore, I can't lift much, sometimes my chest is in so much pain and i feel like fainting. I think this will be the way I go. I am in so much pain mentally and physically.
This is my first time posting here. I've been browsing this forum for nearly two years after the death of my father. I'm not very good at writing and saying how I truly feel or what is wrong with me.It has been always difficult for me to do so, both verbally and online. Throughout my whole life being conscious, I never had anybody to share my miseries or to vent to and plead for help. It has always been difficult for me to form a proper connection with people including my parents. I always had a hard time communicating, I was always too quiet. Too scared and shy, thus becoming socially withdrawn during my teen years. I am lonely. I have no friends and I cannot burden my only family left with what I suffer with. I am slowly dying now, I don't eat at all anymore. I am anorexic, my body is in pain always, I can't walk for a long time anymore, I can't lift much, sometimes my chest is in so much pain and i feel like fainting. I think this will be the way I go. I am in so much pain mentally and physically.