Complete despair

[yyytry]

I know this is messed up. I'm messed up and hurting so bad.

The first concept of the Sarco made it seem that this woman and her dog could go together.

I love my dog so much. He is everything to me. The only thing anchoring me in life. And he is old now.
I can't bear to lose him. I want to die at the same time as him.
I can't stand the idea of his energy departing this life without my energy departing too.

I'm crying as I write this.
I don't mean to upset anyone here.

I wish I could be with my dog always because he has been through everything with me. I can't imagine life without him.

My living situation is so toxic. I could hang myself right now, I have everything set. But that would mean my dog would be alone, without his mama who knows him.

I'm such a loser. Thank you for listening to me.

 

[AloneInCollege]

I understand you. Pets have such a special and kind energy. Sometimes I wonder if they can understand more than we think, sometimes I felt like our (at my parents house) pets knew when I was super depressed and tried to help.

 

[yyytry]

I understand you. Pets have such a special and kind energy. Sometimes I wonder if they can understand more than we think, sometimes I felt like our (at my parents house) pets knew when I was super depressed and tried to help.

Yes for sure. They can tell these things.

He tries to stop me from hitting myself when I go into a frenzy of frustration and self hate.
And he does get me to stop.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way that you feel is completely understandable, there is nothing wrong with it in any way, and it makes sense always wishing to be with your dog. Pets are certainly way better than humans after all. Anyway, best of luck.

 

[tchaik18401893]

I'm so sorry and I understand how you feel. I have two cats, and I'm worried once I'm gone theyll have no one to love.

 

[broken-soul]

Your not a loser by any means ❤ I completely understand. I absolutely love my cat to bits and she is the sane with me, she literally follows me everywhere, even to the loo. She is my feline soul mate and I always think what would happen to her if I was gone. Big hugs