goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 835
I feel like i've made threads like this a few times now but i feel what i'm asking is more reasonable and realistic this time
Before i was looking for someone to call me in my finak hours…because the bag was scary and wanted someone i could focus on vocally while the tent was quite claustrophobic
However the new method i have partial hanging is much more…? Well not distressing which is were others come in
I guess my setup is towards the floor and the whole point is to try and pass out to give me comfort in this time having people i can text can definitely help with that i also have my tablet on with a video to watch to help
Part the reason i failed last time is i didn't take the meds and may have under estimated how tried i was so i mever passed were this time whenever my emotions explode (no point doing otherwise) i'll do so again
So i guess i'm looking for a friend or muiltple really that can be there once i go…just trying to keep me calm and somewhat regulate my emotions and panic
I'm also going to try not lifting my head this time and let blood cutoff do its thing as i feel its causing more damage not to do that
Before i was looking for someone to call me in my finak hours…because the bag was scary and wanted someone i could focus on vocally while the tent was quite claustrophobic
However the new method i have partial hanging is much more…? Well not distressing which is were others come in
I guess my setup is towards the floor and the whole point is to try and pass out to give me comfort in this time having people i can text can definitely help with that i also have my tablet on with a video to watch to help
Part the reason i failed last time is i didn't take the meds and may have under estimated how tried i was so i mever passed were this time whenever my emotions explode (no point doing otherwise) i'll do so again
So i guess i'm looking for a friend or muiltple really that can be there once i go…just trying to keep me calm and somewhat regulate my emotions and panic
I'm also going to try not lifting my head this time and let blood cutoff do its thing as i feel its causing more damage not to do that