ThatFlyGuy
this sucks
- Feb 20, 2023
- 38
I all too often make friends with people online, only to dissapear because I can't stand getting close to anyone, I've struggled with this for years and it still rings true every single time I talk to someone new, I become great friends, we start getting close, then the second I feel in danger or vulnerable I block them and can't stand thinking about them.
It just scares me so much to even think of getting close to anyone or being vulnerable. I know showing that you are weak can only hurt you a leave you more hurt than before, but I god damn hate not being able to be myself in fear of rejection and anger.
God why am I so pathetic.
It just scares me so much to even think of getting close to anyone or being vulnerable. I know showing that you are weak can only hurt you a leave you more hurt than before, but I god damn hate not being able to be myself in fear of rejection and anger.
God why am I so pathetic.