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.lvldown

Unreal
Dec 9, 2019
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I've always been interested about the experience of being in a coma. I've heard stories of people who were in a coma, and when they woke up they were extremely distraught. Their coma was so good to them that they didn't want to live anymore and ended up committing.

My favourite part about life is sleeping and dreaming. It's all I really have to look forward to anymore. An endless dream seems like a fantasy. Maybe I'm ill. But I think these stories may have some validity to my way of thinking.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
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I'd like control I guess
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Dreaming is pretty nice. Been having some crazy ones lately though, not so nice
 
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sheepgirl

Student
Aug 11, 2018
119
I was in a coma. It was blissful in the sense there was absolutely nothing. Complete nothing - in the way I hope death will be. Some people say they hear things etc but I was blissfully unaware of everything going on around me. I fell asleep at home and woke up to them extubating and that was the most horrible part of it all. Coming back into consciousness AND in such a horrible way. I wish I could go into a coma for a few months
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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To me it just sounds so wonderful and ideal being completely unaware of this world, as I simply despise being conscious and aware. No wonder the people who woke up from the coma were so distraught to be back in this hellish world.
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
It's why I've stopped fretting about being a vegetable or going brain-dead from a failed ctb attempt.

If by some chance I don't die - that's the next best thing.
 
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