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[trashhologram]

today because I overslept and missed a eating disorder peer support place again. I feel like a fucking failure. I'm sure I will pop a few more benzos and self harm today. I don't want to cut but the urges are strong.

 

[Life_and_Death]

 

[breezeboy]

I wish I could die now but I have to wait. No prayers.

 

[suffocatingseraphim]

 

[_Broken_alice]

No prayers though.
Today was supposed to be our day, but we aren't ready anymore.
We don't entirely know why. We don't really have hope anymore or a desire to continue to exist like this.
We agreed to this date many months ago.
Still stuck alone in constant pain while our sanity fades away more every day.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

x infinity

I wish I had a prepared method.

 

[mortuarymary]

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i didnt make this, just loved the idea and wanted to share it

I love this.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

 

[mortuarymary]

Sending hugs

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Still going through crisis
It's not going to change for a while

 

[Shrike]

Yesterday was a
More of a today

 

[sserafim]

I'm blue

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm going insane due to life. My mind hurts so much and I can't take any more

 

[Life_and_Death]

 

[Final_Choice]

 

[barely_afloat]

Probably why I'm on this site again lol

 

[ForgottenAgain]

"I feel lonely"

 

[Shrike]

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

 

[simulant43]

(but if you pray for me I will fucking haunt you )

 

[Life_and_Death]

 

[TheShadowKing]

 

[moshimoshi]

 

[falling_snow]

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I'm feeling pretty bad/lonely. Idk how much I want to take anymore.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

But everything is on a very low level, I'm not happy with my life and a small thing can simply destroy that card house. I can easily end up with "Please pray for me" to be successful.

 

[CosmeticContests]

 

[moshimoshi]

 

[Life_and_Death]

 

[moshimoshi]

 

[Catch-22]

except I don't even believe I'm praying anymore. I prayed all my life but for some reason things started getting worse with each prayer