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hmnow

hmnow

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I think most of these videos are recorded or uploaded by other people, not by the attempters themselves. Either they stream it publicly and someone records it, or there's a recording that someone finds on their phone later. If you stream it publicly, there's also a risk of the platform shutting down your stream. If you really want to share your attempt, I think the best way would be to stream it privately to a few trusted parties and have someone record it and upload it later.

(I saw your comment in the partners megathread btw.)
Probably. But not many offers to witness

I have always thought there should an be ongoing feed you could broadcast to that would record your suicide. Essentially it would just capture whatever was fed to it
 
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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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I think most of these videos are recorded or uploaded by other people, not by the attempters themselves. Either they stream it publicly and someone records it, or there's a recording that someone finds on their phone later. If you stream it publicly, there's also a risk of the platform shutting down your stream. If you really want to share your attempt, I think the best way would be to stream it privately to a few trusted parties and have someone record it and upload it later.

(I saw your comment in the partners megathread btw.)
I have figured out how to record yoru own hanging and then the system stops and saves the file. Then another system is always looking for new files in that director and then sends them out others

Its how I am going to do it - I think - I just need people to volunteer to recieve it and distribute it
 
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Hey! i have question,

Is 12mm polypropylene rope suitable for full suspension above the Adam's apple?
 
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Hey! i have question,

Is 12mm polypropylene rope suitable for full suspension above the Adam's apple?
Hello! Yes, it's a good choice. Polypropylene and polyester are strong materials. The thickness is also fine; don't choose less than 10 mm or it will be too thin. Mine is also 12 mm.
 
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The first video appears so surreal like what the hell that guy does partial hanging in the middle of the street even if it's during the night still some random dude could've watched him from his window or whatever. This really shows how some people really just do it they stop to think. They just want to be gone
 
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The first video appears so surreal like what the hell that guy does partial hanging in the middle of the street even if it's during the night still some random dude could've watched him from his window or whatever. This really shows how some people really just do it they stop to think. They just want to be gone
Yeah, very quick death..
 
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Hello! Yes, it's a good choice. Polypropylene and polyester are strong materials. The thickness is also fine; don't choose less than 10 mm or it will be too thin. Mine is also 12 mm.
I would like to ask one more thing: which knot is best suited for full hanging ?

Which better?
 

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nutmacc

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It doesn't look THAT bad, but it's still horrific. Are they conscious and in pain? Because I wonder why they don't just stand back up?
 
fkyou

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This proves that partial hanging is actually a reliable method
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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This proves that partial hanging is actually a reliable method
It's only reliable if you can figure it out. There's a ton of unsuccessful attempts in the threads. I do think some failed attempts here exaggerate the attempt though.
 
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It's only reliable if you can figure it out. There's a ton of unsuccessful attempts in the threads. I do think some failed attempts here exaggerate the attempt though.
Figure what?! It either works or not..I think most of it comes down to the amount of force you apply on your neck
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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Figure what?! It either works or not..I think most of it comes down to the amount of force you apply on your neck
Figure out how to compress your carotids properly.
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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I don't think most people on the videos knew how to do that? Do you know how that is done
I do not. I've tried and tried, no luck.

Partial hanging with a slipknot anchored to closet bar, legs fully extended in front of me, tried kneeling, tried adjusting the ropes location, the length etc. I never came close to passing out. Only rope burn.
 
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But are you applying great force while kneeling or just a bit ? Because that's the main point I think
I do not. I've tried and tried, no luck.

Partial hanging with a slipknot anchored to closet bar, legs fully extended in front of me, tried kneeling, tried adjusting the ropes location, the length etc. I never came close to passing out. Only rope burn.
 
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eddie202603

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May 17, 2026
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Partial suspension isn't that hard; I mastered it in 5 or 6 tries.
I do not. I've tried and tried, no luck.

Partial hanging with a slipknot anchored to closet bar, legs fully extended in front of me, tried kneeling, tried adjusting the ropes location, the length etc. I never came close to passing out. Only rope burn.
Does your butt touch the ground when you sit? If not, I think the pressure is too high.
 
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isthisthingon

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But are you applying great force while kneeling or just a bit ? Because that's the main point I think
I put as much force into it as I could. With my legs in front of me I dropped with all of my remaining weight onto the rope. I felt a large popping sensation in the left of my neck from the force. Counted to 15 slowly, nothing, waited a bit longer, but the pain was enough for me to end the attempts.
 
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eddie202603

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I put as much force into it as I could. With my legs in front of me I dropped with all of my remaining weight onto the rope. I felt a large popping sensation in the left of my neck from the force. Counted to 15 slowly, nothing, waited a bit longer, but the pain was enough for me to end the attempts.
Do you mean the rope pressure is so intense that it hurts your neck, yet even after 15 seconds, you haven't experienced any tunnel vision?
 
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I put as much force into it as I could. With my legs in front of me I dropped with all of my remaining weight onto the rope. I felt a large popping sensation in the left of my neck from the force. Counted to 15 slowly, nothing, waited a bit longer, but the pain was enough for me to end the attempts.
That's wild.
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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Do you mean the rope pressure is so intense that it hurts your neck, yet even after 15 seconds, you haven't experienced any tunnel vision?
Not even a single symptom other than the pain of the rope. No tunnel vision, no tingling in extremities, no loss of hearing, no head exploding feeling. And again, I tried many positions, different angles with the rope. Spent a whole day revisiting the rope.
 
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eddie202603

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May 17, 2026
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It seems like this article implies that anyone truly intent on dying should use full suspension, but in reality, partial suspension accounts for more deaths globally than full suspension.
Not even a single symptom other than the pain of the rope. No tunnel vision, no tingling in extremities, no loss of hearing, no head exploding feeling. And again, I tried many positions, different angles with the rope. Spent a whole day revisiting the rope.
Have you ever tried tightening a rope around your neck? You don't need to use full force—just enough that you can still breathe. Theoretically, you should experience tunnel vision within 5 seconds. I've succeeded in doing this myself.
 
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isthisthingon

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It seems like this article implies that anyone truly intent on dying should use full suspension, but in reality, partial suspension accounts for more deaths globally than full suspension.

Have you ever tried tightening a rope around your neck? You don't need to use full force—just enough that you can still breathe. Theoretically, you should experience tunnel vision within 5 seconds. I've succeeded in doing this myself.
I'm glad you found a way.

The rope was usually as tight as possible before I dropped my weight. There were a few times where I left it a bit looser in an attempt to find any kind of success. The only "success" I found was rope burns.
 
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eddie202603

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May 17, 2026
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I'm glad you found a way.

The rope was usually as tight as possible before I dropped my weight. There were a few times where I left it a bit looser in an attempt to find any kind of success. The only "success" I found was rope burns.
I hope you find a way that works for you.
 
Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

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Jan 10, 2022
561
I'm too much of a little bitch to handle this method. Tried choking myself with my robe tie, belt, and laptop charger cords years back. It takes too long, and the pressure hurts my head. Also, I don't want to accidentally be caught during the act and be fucked over because I lost too many brain cells.
 
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hmnow

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Jul 29, 2025
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I found this really useful. Especially how short consciousness really is.

If this your method you really should try imagine you are in the video to see if you can really do this method or any method at all.

I wonder what they were thinking about video streaming their own death. Did they want it to show up on watch people die!
 
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