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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
LINK TO MY LAST POST FOR CONTEXT: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/coin-flip-update-1.246348/

GUYS GUYS I DONT WANNA GIVE AWAY TOO MUCH PERSONAL INFO BUT I GOT PAID EARLY, divided by the number of shifts and the resulting number is >$100 so this means I have to live. I've been more suicidal than usual lately, so it seems like I should be upset about this but the joy I felt seeing my cash balance made me not even care. So what if I have to live? LIFE IS AWESOME!!!!!

(I will probably be back with another one of my mood swings but hopefully this euphoria lasts a while :))

I LOVE BEING ALIVE!!!
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
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Yay you!
Whoop whoop!

And this wasn't even a full pay period if I remember right. So your next pay should be even more?

Celebrate and do something good for yourself... you EARNED it!

(If you're going for pizza I'd love some by the way)

Thank you for the update
Lots of us were waiting for good news, and this brightened my day a whole lot! :heart:
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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OUTSTANDING!

I 100% agree with @Redacted24 as far as buy.do something fun and treat yourself.

This just shows how awesome of a soul you are and I hope and wish so many more for you!

Hugs and love to you, my good friend!!!

Walter
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
Yay you!
Whoop whoop!

And this wasn't even a full pay period if I remember right. So your next pay should be even more?

Celebrate and do something good for yourself... you EARNED it!

(If you're going for pizza I'd love some by the way)

Thank you for the update
Lots of us were waiting for good news, and this brightened my day a whole lot! :heart:
Thank you so much!!! All these kind replies are making me feel better :) got really depressed earlier again today over something unrelated. Anyways, idk what you mean by the full pay period thing, I can't work full time till after I graduate so I've just been working weekends. But they're full shifts. Sorry I'm really tired haha
OUTSTANDING!

I 100% agree with @Redacted24 as far as buy.do something fun and treat yourself.

This just shows how awesome of a soul you are and I hope and wish so many more for you!

Hugs and love to you, my good friend!!!

Walter

OUTSTANDING!

I 100% agree with @Redacted24 as far as buy.do something fun and treat yourself.

This just shows how awesome of a soul you are and I hope and wish so many more for you!

Hugs and love to you, my good friend!!!

Walter
Sorry weird duplicate glitch but thank you so much!!! Maybe I should post in recovery more often, this post was received a lot better here than in the other section lol.

I only posted it there bc the original post was there, so it made more sense to post updates in the same spot. And the original post wasn't as happy obviously.

I ended up buying myself a shirt I've been wanting for a while. Maybe I'll buy some other stuff too.

Thanks Walter.
 
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Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
52
I'm back again on your posts yippee! Glad the coin flip worked out in a good way friend <3 We live for the lil things! Get yourself some icecream with the moneyyyyy we love icecream (vanilla and mint are my faves) <3
 
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m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
I'm back again on your posts yippee! Glad the coin flip worked out in a good way friend <3 We live for the lil things! Get yourself some icecream with the moneyyyyy we love icecream (vanilla and mint are my faves) <3
I LOVE ICE CREAM TOO!!!! Thank you this makes me really happy to hear!!!
 
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Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
52
I bloody hope you like ice cream too! I would've stopped replying to your posts if you said you didn't!!!! Hahahahaha
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
I bloody hope you like ice cream too! I would've stopped replying to your posts if you said you didn't!!!! Hahahahaha
LMAO I had some today actually. I've been feeling really shitty but it did lift my spirits for like a second.
 
Yuri440

Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
52
Don't tell me that! I ordered some when we were ordering some groceries today AND IT DIDNT COME I was ready to cry D:
 
m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
Don't tell me that! I ordered some when we were ordering some groceries today AND IT DIDNT COME I was ready to cry D:
NOOOOOO if it makes you feel better I ordered a shirt like last week and it was supposed to come today but got delayed. I really want to die(unrelated to the shirt, but I was at least hoping I could feel a little joy from opening the package today).
 
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Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
52
I mean I would probably think about wanting to die from not getting my delivery on time too, but that's probably due to my rampant autism LMAO I feel that though, opening packages is so satisfying man!
 
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m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
I mean I would probably think about wanting to die from not getting my delivery on time too, but that's probably due to my rampant autism LMAO I feel that though, opening packages is so satisfying man!
Yeah it gives temporary happiness. I have been wanting that shirt for the past year anyways, I think it's so pretty. Was just too expensive for me before I got a job haha.
 
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Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
52
Hahaha I feel that too! You gotta share now, what shirt is it?!
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
506
Hahaha I feel that too! You gotta share now, what shirt is it?!
I'd share but I already feel like I share too much about myself on here. I worry that somehow someone irl or even just online mutuals or something will discover my account.

Or even just randos on the internet because I wanted to be an internet microceleb(not nearly there yet but I have a decent amount of followers, just won't share the number for privacy reasons.) due to the media I could get cancelled for being on here since people get the wrong idea about this place.

I think the shirt is niche enough that I can't share it, especially since I plan on posting about it on other social media and outfit posts and such.
 
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Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
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Haha that's fine man dwdw <3 Regardless, I'm glad it'll make you happy <3
 

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