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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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I keep changing my mind so I've decided, when I get my first paycheck tomorrow, if it's over $100 I have to live.

I was never able to get a "real" job since recently, so I have zero clue how much taxes and such will take off from my pay, and I won't look it up.

People say if you can't decide something, to flip a coin(or do something similar), because while it's in the air, you'll already hope for a certain answer. And that's how you know.

But honestly, I'm not actually sure what I want the outcome to be. If it's under $100 suicide can go back on the table. I know money wise this sounds like it makes no sense. It's not really about the money.

If anyone wants an update or cares let me know lol. Payday is tomorrow!
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
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Okay, I'm curious!
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See you tomorrow! :heart:
 
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hdead

Member
Jun 2, 2026
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That's quite the interesting way to go about it. I'll be curious to find out what you made for your paycheck.
 
webb&flow

webb&flow

dum spiro spero—take it as it comes
Nov 30, 2024
707
Which are you hoping it will land on? I think being truly neutral is quite difficult. Think on it deeply—which one do you find yourself wishing towards? Are you wishing for both in a way? If that is the case, what is the nature of your wishing towards both?

I think there genuinely is a part of you who would like to see that paycheck come out over $100. That part of yourself is worth listening to as well <3<3. 🤗
 
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