snowsilence
Member
- Dec 7, 2025
- 18
I had a group of friends for 4-5 years and i loved all of them alot. In January one of them left but they weren't the best person so i got over it in a few months. The day after thanksgiving one of my friends totally destroyed the friend group just shattered it. We also did dnd with this person so we were forced to stop. The same person also used to date me and now they have fully cut me off. Now that my friend group is gone all i wanna do is fucking die. It was my only reason to keep going and now it's gone. I feel useless without them and it's so hard to meet new people it's just so fucking boring. They were the whole reason I left this site and actually got better. Ive never lived for myself, all of my 'passions' were not passions, they were just things I did cus the group did them or it would secure a good future for me and my friends. My parent don't make it any better they just think I'm overreacting but i genuinely have nothing left. I think I may kill myself on Sunday next week but idk yet. (Sorry for bad grammar)
