Don't get hooked up on it too much. I know a guy his name is goblin I like to have him in the background while I play he told a story of him doing cocaine and how much he got addicted to it. Made him broke, lose family, jobs, almost his life, and it ruined everything in his life. If you want to do any drug to feel better it's best to do drugs that aren't that negative. MDMA & Ketamine are better for short term use in my opinion. Ketamine produces mild euphoria and it's good for depression but you'd need to use it with Green tea (1 hour before using) every single use to avoid bladder issues. Of course that won't fully solve bladder issues but it'll negate some of it. MDMA doesn't have much cons for short term. You'd need lots of water to avoid getting dehydrated. It makes you feel really good. Long term use can have some bad effects on your heart or liver but I don't think that's an issue if someone does it every 2 to 4 weeks.
also hard drugs aren't good for getting pleasure. Heroin produces one of the most pleasant feelings you'll ever feel but after 2-3 uses you'll start to lose that feeling and eventually it'll start to feel less better so you start using even more until you accidentally OD or graduate to Fentanyl which is 10x times worse.
Yeh weed is better lol if u got addicted u can quit much easier and it's cheaper.