LostGirl

LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
185
I have given up on getting the elusive N. I am left with SN (in a hotel room)and CO ( in a car) and I can't choose one over the other. Pls help.
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
CO tank with bag/tent/car will be the best choice.
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
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Thanks, I can't get a tank so I'd have to make do with charcoal.

Maybe you should research on briquettes too. Since its easier to bring and burn. I wonder if it will release co as effective as charcoal. I thought about using co but where I lived doesnt really allows it.
 
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LostGirl

LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
185
Maybe you should research on briquettes too. Since its easier to bring and burn. I wonder if it will release co as effective as charcoal. I thought about using co but where I lived doesnt really allows it.
Yes, I have tried CO with briquettes but failed as I didn't seal the vents on the sides of the car.
 
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YellowJasmine

YellowJasmine

Student
Dec 6, 2018
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I have given up on getting the elusive N. I am left with SN (in a hotel room)and CO ( in a car) and I can't choose one over the other. Pls help.
In my perspective, the consequences in case of failure play a big role in choice. Failure with CO can result in serious brain damage amongst other things I don't recall at the moment. Failing sodium nitrite (which is unlikely following the guidelines) will have no long term effects on neither your body nor brain.

Peacefulness is also debatable with CO. Some experience nothing but dizziness/a little nausea, but others have said that they threw up, got a very bad headache and/or could barely breathe in the tent/car and therefore had to cancel the attempt. Overall it looks like CO has a chance of being less painful, but is also less reliable than SN.

Whatever you choose, I hope you will be safe from (the unwanted kind of, non-lethal) harm.
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
If memory serves me right, the first time I replied to you I think I recommened SN for you considering your difficult situation.. location etc
SO again, I strongly recommend SN for you.
Good luck.
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
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I have given up on getting the elusive N. I am left with SN (in a hotel room)and CO ( in a car) and I can't choose one over the other. Pls help.
I would say SN would be better.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
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@LostGirl ,

CO can be good if you can be sure CO levels are high enough and the process of dying will not be interrupted.
Small car is good, large car: unsure. Sulphuric acid and formic acid can also work, check posts. I'm not sure about the 'mechanics'/process of the latter.

SN: decent choice, 15 gr most likely. Cimetidine or ranitidine for stomach acid, take the proper antiemetic (meto?), timing, and since it can also be very distressing something that sedates but doesn't mess you up may be helpful. High dose of benzos ? Just don't let it interfere with the SN.
 
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