Cigeratte Self harm

[ImNotReal]

Hey! This is my first post and I just kinda wanted to start off by posting some of my experiences.
Does anyone else chain-smoke cigerattes? Pretty much any time I smoke now at home or anywhere not in public. I like to hold the tip of the ciggie up to my arm. The pain kinda feels great. I don't really cut and I stopped taking random pills as a form of self harm. Does anyone else do this? I kinda like that I'm just destroying my shoulders now instead of destroying my liver with pills haha.

 

[whywere]

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[Haematemesis]

I smoke unceasingly throughout the day with the hope that I will get lung cancer or whatever and get a solid reason to CTB which will be hard nevertheless because euthanasia is illegal in my country.

When I'm drunk I touch cigarette tips because it is fun.

 

[metothemoon]

Yes I did this quite a lot. Nowadays I usually cut and am popping pills. My arms got insensitive from all the burns and does not give me the relief anymore..

 

[ImNotReal]

Yes I did this quite a lot. Nowadays I usually cut and am popping pills. My arms got insensitive from all the burns and does not give me the relief anymore..

I honestly can't bring myself to cut. It isn't the same sensation as burning. Doesn't give me the same feelings. My shoulders look like swiss cheese though from the burns so I'll probably get to that point eventually

 

[areyousafe??]

I honestly can't bring myself to cut. It isn't the same sensation as burning. Doesn't give me the same feelings. My shoulders look like swiss cheese though from the burns so I'll probably get to that point eventually

I'm the other way around - it's easier for me to cut, but can't bring myself to burn. When I think about burning, it sounds like it will be very painful, whereas with cutting it is more of a "relief" feeling. The pain is there, but you don't feel it.

 

[kcon1243]

Yeah, I find cigarette burns to be very therapeutic. I used to cut as a teenager but stopped for 20 years. Resumed self-harming and burning myself with a cigarette seemed most logical.

 

[VisionW0lf]

Yes, I used to do it as a 'quick fix' when hitting myself wasn't enough but cutting wasn't an option (for various reasons). However I'm doing it more now as I'm in a residential program where we can't have blades, so I can't cut while I'm here. It's pretty built up on my forearm so I started doing my shoulders, it's getting harder to hide now though so I'm hoping I can go back to cutting soon.

 

[Brokensaddle]

Hey! This is my first post and I just kinda wanted to start off by posting some of my experiences.
Does anyone else chain-smoke cigerattes? Pretty much any time I smoke now at home or anywhere not in public. I like to hold the tip of the ciggie up to my arm. The pain kinda feels great. I don't really cut and I stopped taking random pills as a form of self harm. Does anyone else do this? I kinda like that I'm just destroying my shoulders now instead of destroying my liver with pills haha.

I smash into things like I will punch a brick wall. Smack my leg or arm into lamppost. It leaves a badass bruise. I just tell people I run a lot or play sports, I love the pain from it. It's really long lasting process of healing that allows me to feel it's good because I deserve to be feel this pain

 

[Shadows From Hell]

I used to lay a cigarette on top of my arm and leave it there as long as I could. Would leave one hell of a blister.

I smash into things like I will punch a brick wall. Smack my leg or arm into lamppost. It leaves a badass bruise. I just tell people I run a lot or play sports, I love the pain from it. It's really long lasting process of healing that allows me to feel it's good because I deserve to be feel this pain

I have been a brick wall puncher too. Last time I did it, I couldn't ball up my fist for months because of the swelling.

 

[whytrymyguy]

Hey! This is my first post and I just kinda wanted to start off by posting some of my experiences.
Does anyone else chain-smoke cigerattes? Pretty much any time I smoke now at home or anywhere not in public. I like to hold the tip of the ciggie up to my arm. The pain kinda feels great. I don't really cut and I stopped taking random pills as a form of self harm. Does anyone else do this? I kinda like that I'm just destroying my shoulders now instead of destroying my liver with pills haha.

I used to get super drunk and put cigs out on my achilles tendon

 

[ImNotReal]

I used to get super drunk and put cigs out on my achilles tendon

Ooh that would feel nice

 

[IronGuard27]

Yes I'm a chain smoker too, and I also burned myself with cigarettes as a form of self harm years ago and also I cut myself with a cutter. But recently I cannot do it anymore, I was caught by my mother harming myself.