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- Mar 22, 2023
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i have hypothyroidism and I was told last time I got an ultrasound that I have cysts in my thyroid, that could become tumorous if not controlled and might need intervention, at the time I was positive about things, but now I don't have any money and I haven't gotten the chance to buy medicine, im practically home alone and i can't get a job. thing is the chronic pains are back but I haven't told anyone at all.. I've been not taking my last pills to ration it in case I can't get any for a while, this is kicking an uncontrollable square… again. my inner central neck hurts a lot and sometimes I choke when I swallow, I've been sleeping very little and the fatigues are back. I've been trying to be positive since I've gotten nutritional attention, but I'm sad because I can't pay for a healthy diet…
for those who know one of the biggest reasons I came to say "I want to die" while I cried and suffered is because of an uncontrolled square, I hadn't taken my medicine for a while because of suicidal tendencies and because I hadn't money. this caused me a lot of pain, and made my thyroid come to a point where it didn't produce not even 20% of the hormonal rate and regulation I need, this is very little, I had freezing nights where I could swear I was having hypothermia, horrible appetite loss and exhaustion, body pains and quivers and dehydration, it's very sad being broke and depending on a fucking pill. If this spirals done I'm gonna self harm. It's very painful to me because I thought I was doing better…
anyone else stuck like this?
for those who know one of the biggest reasons I came to say "I want to die" while I cried and suffered is because of an uncontrolled square, I hadn't taken my medicine for a while because of suicidal tendencies and because I hadn't money. this caused me a lot of pain, and made my thyroid come to a point where it didn't produce not even 20% of the hormonal rate and regulation I need, this is very little, I had freezing nights where I could swear I was having hypothermia, horrible appetite loss and exhaustion, body pains and quivers and dehydration, it's very sad being broke and depending on a fucking pill. If this spirals done I'm gonna self harm. It's very painful to me because I thought I was doing better…
anyone else stuck like this?
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