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ladylazarus4

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May 12, 2024
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For the past few days I've been taking 12-15 regular dose aspirin per day (6 in the AM, 3 mid day, and 6 before bed). That is 3900 mg or 4875 mg. For reference I weigh about 55 kg. I haven't noticed too many symptoms other than tinnitus, hearing loss, some mild stomach burning at night, and loss of appetite. This is more of a way of self harming- I definitely don't expect it to kill me (although if it caused a gastric bleed it might? Probably unlikely though.)

Has anyone done this before? Are there any reasons I really shouldn't do it? The reason I've turned to this over cutting is because at this point I'm kind of how deep I feel compelled to go every time (to the muscle, almost). I don't see how the long term aspirin OD is worse than cutting deep (and sometimes intentionally putting bacteria into the very deep wounds).
 

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