mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
same hereI hate Christmas and New Years cause of how 'happy' such events appear to be.
If there was an option for Christmas decorations, I would choose that one. All other options don't completely apply to me...i don't love Christmas but I don't fully hate it either. Just a side observer I guess, which I why I really enjoy seeing the decorations :)
As a kid i enjoyed it. Every year since being an adult i hate it more every goddamn year. Hate the music,atmosphere,family gatherings,happy bullshit all arround. If people can't be nice year round why bother faking it for a few day's.
Kind of like this....
I'm really sorry to do this but unfortunately... if Christmas starts getting shit at a pretty young age then over the years that nostalgia will soon become indifference and maybe even a bit of bitterness. In the moment you might be able to get into it and "enjoy" it for the sake of other people, but christ it's lost any feeling of specialness at least to me.I only enjoy christmas because of the nostalgia I get. I always hope that "this years Christmas will be good like it used to be" but it usually ends up being shitty. Partly because I feel as if I'm getting older where Christmas is just starting to get super repetitive. Like I get it, but I don't like how all of these supermarket stores try to advertise the same shit, with the same items and the same music. Everything is the same. At least with Birthdays it's a little different each year because there is no theme to follow. Unless you're alone like me and spend your birthdays celeberating by yourself, I actually enjoy that though. Not a fan of attention. Sorry for the tangent.