Choose one thing you would change about your life

[Cyndaquil]

If you were given the chance to change one thing about yourself or your life, what would you choose?

In my case I would choose to stop being a stutterer which has always made my life much more complicated.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

my appearance. it's really 1 of the main defining things, your looks. it affects every aspect of your life.

or the apathy and general disinterest i've developed towards other people over the years. i kept waiting for that twin flame type of person, platonic/romantic, that'd finally make me realize why people stay alive just for other people. no such luck. now ik that having to settle is another huge part of life, and is what 99% of the population does. but now i no longer yearn for human connection and relationships.

 

[BlackMoon]

Right now ? Being with my partner.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, all I wish for is to eternally disappear. That would be the most ideal outcome for me next to never existing in the first place which is the only true perfection.

 

[annointed_towers]

I'd go back in time and make different choices

 

[divinemistress87]

To not have a brain injury

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'd change the fact that I was born in the first place and hence I'd wish to get aborted

 

[onbekend]

I would've avoided anyone from taking photos of my face because I don't want to be remembered, but it's too late. Now I've gotta do extra work and manually destroy everything right before I build up the courage to CTB, so that really sucks but I guess it does't really matter all that much.

 

[breezeboy]

Losing her. I would do anything to go back. Anything to hold her again.
For so long I was lost and then I found her and it was like I had the sun in my hands.
She was the light. She was love.

And then it was over. Done. My sun extinguished and the light gone.
I was banished back to the darkness after finally feeling the light.

Always you grace

 

[logi3535]

I think i'd wanna change my personality, i'm always feeling like i never fit in anywhere. But if i could change anything it'd definitly be to have a connection with my ex again, i miss her terribly so, even though I feel like I am not the one for her, she is definitly the one for me

 

[3ndmym1sery]

being able to go outside by myself and having a life of my own away and hidden from my parents
being able to go outside by myself and having a life of my own away and hidden from my parents

 

[uzuf86]

Too late for me to change anything about life. It is already screwed completely.
The only thing I would change about my life is to stop it from continuing

 

[Raindancer]

I'd go back in time and make different choices

Same here, there are some significant decisions I made that changed the trajectory of my life and I would change some of those choices.

 

[SeaBreeze]

A job I had for ~5 years working with high amperage DC power, leading to epilepsy and forgetfulness

 

[natthebrat]

To not have autism

 

[sklvlp999]

Too late for me to change anything about life. It is already screwed completely.
The only thing I would change about my life is to stop it from continuing

Same here.
Plus it doesn't help to think about what you could change if there is no reasonable way to do it.

 

[benetar_apologist]

I wrote my first CTB note at 12...at 26 now, knowing what I know now, I should have just done it then. I've kinda just been waiting to die for more than half of my life, I doubt things will ever change at this point. There have been some (not many) genuinely happy moments in my life, but they just don't compensate for the emotional exhaustion of living, not to mention the deep hatred I've come to hold towards humanity in general...

 

[piryohae3]

I thought about this a lot and came to the conclusion that I'd always end up unhappy. This is world is shit and so are people. The isolation, lack of empathy, how divided people are, idiotic socioeconomic norms, environmental destruction would always be there no matter what I changed.

 

[FujoshiNeet]

Not to touch alcohol.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I wish I wasn't constantly fatigued

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Sure I'll simply give myself the ability to grant all of my own wishes no matter how ridiculous or unrealistic.

Then I'd use all that power to either save everyone or make everyone just as miserable as me, depending on my mood.

 

[rozeske]

I think I would take the opportunity to erase my self and all the evidence of my existence

 

[mortuarymary]

no bipolar

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

That this accursed brain stem that is the same as in a frog , fish , rat , crow, etc would die or be obliterated.

The brain stem is what controls breathing and other body functions. If it gets obliterated the animal will die instantly

Look at the brain stem =medulla oblongata looks exactly the same human and rat.

The individual brain cells are identical in all vertebrates

 

[Wormfood]

Losing her. I would do anything to go back. Anything to hold her again.
For so long I was lost and then I found her and it was like I had the sun in my hands.
She was the light. She was love.

And then it was over. Done. My sun extinguished and the light gone.
I was banished back to the darkness after finally feeling the light.

Always you grace

*insert passenger 's "Let her go"

 

[wildbluekiss]

what would it be, i wonder… well, since i suffer from eating disorder, i'd say… my metabolism. it'd be so much bearable if i were a naturally skinny person lol.

 

[Thanksforeverything]

For everyone to forget my sorry existence so I can go without any guilt bearing me down.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'd prefer not to have been born. I actually don't regret many of the decisions I made in life. I tried. I gave it my best shot. Too many shitty things happened along the way. I couldn't see myself ever living all that happily in this world. I'd prefer not to risk trying again with some little aspect of it tweaked.

 

[whats_the_point]

The one thing I wish I could change is the death of my sibling. If they hadn't died, I'm sure life for my parents and I would be so much better. I'm not blaming my sibling, it wasn't their choice to die.

 

[Let Me Go]

I wish I could change the average lifespan so that life was shorter. If I was a butterfly it would be just 3 weeks.