Children?

[Eastone]

Anyone leaving behind children (adult or young)? How do you feel about that?

 

[waterbottleman]

I have no kids and have decided that I'll never have kids either even if something drastic happens in my life that turns it around and causes me to want to live.

I've gone 29 years never being loved, found attractive, or even found remotely interesting by women except for a short period of time in my teens. I think it goes without saying that I have poor genes that aren't meant to stay in the gene pool considering how I've essentially been naturally selected out of society.

I wouldn't want to raise a boy, I'd fear too much that he would end up having a life of rejection and go through all the stages of depression, sadness, emptiness, low self esteem, etc as I have. I don't want to be responsible for bringing in a life into the world only to experience what I have.

I've already decided that if I stay alive long enough to go traveling I'll be getting myself a vasectomy beforehand.

 

[terry_a_davis]

No and i wish i had had kids and personally i believe i could not ctb if i had kids.

 

[PrettyMoose]

I don't have children and never plan to. I believe in antinatalism as a philosophy which assigns a negative value to birth. I may be a failure in multiple ways, but one success that I can lay claim to is that I never perpetuated this pointless hell of an existence onto another.

 

[Partial-Elf]

I don't have children and never plan to. I believe in antinatalism as a philosophy which assigns a negative value to birth. I may be a failure in multiple ways, but one success that I can lay claim to is that I never perpetuated this pointless hell of an existence onto another.

This. Non existence is the way to go.

 

[SheJumped]

I do, main reason why I watch the bus go by. As they get older and I feel they can absorb the impact better (not youth trauma) I still day dream hanging myself and finding peace, but at the age the little one is at, wouldn't be fair to catch that ride yet. So I sit and wait.

 

[AcornUnderground]

I have two children under 10. I'm extremely physically ill, bedridden and in constant pain. I'm divorced and can't work, but denied disability, have no insurance and no way to support myself or my children. My disease has made it so that I can't go outside, can't do anything active, can't really cook, can't go to the store, and can't take care of the kids. I'm in bed 80-90% of the day. I'm heartbroken and don't know what to do other than end it, because it's literally not sustainable. But how do you do this to your children????? Then again, how do you stay and let them watch this, which progresses and gets worse?

 

[Bpdhasruinedme]

I just made a post about my kids. They are what has stopped me. One is already suicidal though. It kills me even more that I must have passed something on to him.

 

[s1mplem3]

I don't have kids but if I had I'd never CTB.