Hi guys. I'm new here but familiar to these types of forums. I'm ready to CTB because of the whole crazy corona virus and what the world has come to. I don't want to stick around and hear any more depressing news about how people are dying due to the virus. My depression is at an all time high because I'm stuck in the house all day and unemployed. I wasn't equipped for the real world. I've always had trouble keeping jobs and I just can't do it. The world is a cruel place. We live to work, and to pass on our genes. Other than that, what fun is life? Working is hard. I can't do it. I lived 24 years of life and I'm about to turn 25. Shit just keeps getting harder and harder. I may stick around for a few more years but I want to end it by age 30. I don't want to see myself get old and unwanted. I've always been the cute girl who guys hit on and now I'm being replaced by the younger generation. It's a pretty shitty feeling to watch yourself get older. Every breath we take is one more closest to our last, my science professor once said.
Not yet! You should really wait a bit longer before doing all this.
random suggestion : has anyone thought about a suicide partner? Two people who want to end their lives come together and have the best last day together. We do crazy fun things then at sunset we hold hands and jump off a bridge or yeet ourselves with a car by slamming on the accelerator and driving over a cliff or bridge. Just a wild suggestion if anyone's interested Might be a fun way to go honestly.
