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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
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Well I've written out checklist of what i have, to help understand why I haven't been able to CTB.
- I've explored allll my options
- i want to die 200%
- i have a method, that I'm comfortable with
- no chance of disruption
- I've written my letters
- things continue to get worse

Am i missing something?
 
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user398417

user398417

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Apr 29, 2020
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overcome SI ?
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
May I ask what method you're choosing? Hopefully this isn't a sensitive question to ask.

If possible, hug ALL your loved ones. At least have that on your bucket list. They'll appreciate it.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
May I ask what method you're choosing? Hopefully this isn't a sensitive question to ask.

If possible, hug ALL your loved ones. At least have that on your bucket list. They'll appreciate it.
full suspension. I've hugged everyone already, don't wanna make them suspicious.
 
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Oct 12, 2020
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Wants are different than needs. "I need to die" is a much stronger argument than "I want to die". When I sat in my truck that night the wants became a need. Followed by X Y Z of why I needed to die that night, plus a bit of future scoping to see how well my family would react to my death based on past experiences with their grief and trauma. Every family is different though, it doesn't hurt to check out reddit.com/r/suicidebereavement to get a sample of what families go through during mourning of a suicide victim. It's another perspective on death from a different angle.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
Wants are different than needs. "I need to die" is a much stronger argument than "I want to die". When I sat in my truck that night the wants became a need. Followed by X Y Z of why I needed to die that night, plus a bit of future scoping to see how well my family would react to my death based on past experiences with their grief and trauma. Every family is different though, it doesn't hurt to check out reddit.com/r/suicidebereavement to get a sample of what families go through during mourning of a suicide victim. It's another perspective on death from a different angle.
I've done some reading on that sub for a few months and looked at all possible angles for a very long time. I NEED to die. If I didn't I wouldn't even attempt as it does take more bravery than I expected
 
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wannagohome

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Jan 6, 2021
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Write and place a "do not rescue" advice
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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Your method envolves a lot of bravery, I wish you eternal peace an that life brought you do this point. Remember, it's ok to hang out with us if you would like to. Regardless. Safe travels op. Hugs
 
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The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
Your method envolves a lot of bravery, I wish you eternal peace an that life brought you do this point. Remember, it's ok to hang out with us if you would like to. Regardless. Safe travels op. Hugs
The whole thing takes a lot of bravery tbh, something I haven't been fortunate to acquire. I wish I would've done this much sooner, I'm extremely uncomfortable:((
 
Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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The whole thing takes a lot of bravery tbh, something I haven't been fortunate to acquire. I wish I would've done this much sooner, I'm extremely uncomfortable:((
Golden, I understand your pain, you don't seem ready for it in my point of view, so maybe hang around with us a little longer ok? My pm is open always open if you wanna talk.
 
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NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
Golden, I understand your pain, you don't seem ready for it in my point of view, so maybe hang around with us a little longer ok? My pm is open always open if you wanna talk.
I am ready
 
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signifying nothing

signifying nothing

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Sep 13, 2020
2,553
Let go of the connections in your life, mentally and physically?
 
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greyhound

greyhound

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471
If you're absolutely certain, maybe take some benzos to try to supress the SI beforehand.
 
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