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[iwtdsb]

Please let me know if posting random things without being helpful or asking is allowed or no..

Anyways, i though i wouldn't post again but here i am back. So things has not gotten better, but actually worst.
And yet nobody knows about my situation, i was thinking of maybe finally opening up and getting help, but i don't have the courage to do it
I don't know what to do but i don't want to keep living like this, and it keeps getting worst and worst.
I dont want to go to therapy because i am 100% sure that they will take me to a psych ward if i tell them about my situation, and i cannot go there,
i am scared of it and dont want to waste my education, because i dont know how long i would stay there.
But i have nothing to worry about because even if i tried to get help my parents would laugh about it and tell me its just a phase, but this has been going on for long. The only way my parents would actually start worrying is if my sh scars get caught or sum like that, and i dont want to happen.
I'm confused and i dont know what to do.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's awful when existing just continues to get worse, it's such a cruel world we exist in where there is unlimited potential to suffer. But yes, it really sounds horrible ending up stuck in a psych ward, psych wards sound like awful prisons and from what I've read it only makes people suffer more as people are treat badly in there. But anyway best wishes.

 

[anonaon]

I've never seen a therapist or psychiatrist but I've heard that they only put you in psych wards if you are actively suicidal.

 

[iwtdsb]

I've never seen a therapist or psychiatrist but I've heard that they only put you in psych wards if you are actively suicidal.

Exactly, well whats the point of going to a therapist if i dont really tell the truth.

I understand that it's awful when existing just continues to get worse, it's such a cruel world we exist in where there is unlimited potential to suffer. But yes, it really sounds horrible ending up stuck in a psych ward, psych wards sound like awful prisons and from what I've read it only makes people suffer more as people are treat badly in there. But anyway best wishes.

Thank you for your wishes.