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### Verse 1
Yo, I wake up every day with this weight on my chest,
Feeling like I'm cursed, can't find no rest.
Mind's in a loop, thoughts darker than the night,
Fighting with these demons, but I'm losing every fight.

Life's a broken record, same track on repeat,
Dreams are like ghosts, they just fade in the heat.
I'm trapped in this cycle, can't break free,
Every breath I take feels like it's choking me.

### Chorus
I don't wanna exist, just fade to black,
Disappear in the shadows, never look back.
No more pain, no more lies, no more tears to cry,
I don't wanna exist, I just wanna say goodbye.

### Verse 2
People say it gets better, just wait and see,
But I've been waiting so long, where's my relief?
I'm drowning in this ocean of doubt and despair,
No lifeline in sight, nobody cares.

My mind's a prison, thoughts chained to the floor,
Knocking on the doors, but there's no exit door.
I scream for help, but the echo's all I hear,
In this void of nothing, I just disappear.

### Chorus
I don't wanna exist, just fade to black,
Disappear in the shadows, never look back.
No more pain, no more lies, no more tears to cry,
I don't wanna exist, I just wanna say goodbye.

### Bridge
So if I slip away, just let me go,
No need for tears, no need to show.
I'll find my peace in the endless night,
No more struggle, no more fight.

### Outro
So here's my final verse, my last rhyme,
I'm done with this pain, I'm out of time.
Don't try to save me, I've made my choice,
In the silence of the void, I'll lose my voice.
 
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