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dudebl
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- Aug 29, 2025
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Please read and help.
Soon my mom will be going on a cruise, in a month. The only time I will be alone to do it.
I plan on going to Walmart and getting a bag of 16lbs of kingsford charcoal and a chimney starter.
I will do it in my jeep. I think 16lbs will be way more than enough. According to my research the interior is around 110 square feet.
Can anyone confirm this will be enough?
I'm thinking I will use either steel pails (if Walmart has them) or clay pots.
I'm really feeling bad I won't be there to pick her up at the airport, that will immediately tell her something is wrong.
I plan on doing it in my driveway, houses are very close (a little worry someone will see me - but I will do it at night and most people typically keep to themselves and the driveways are between houses so it's more concealed).
I'm really hoping someone sees my body before she gets home, but I feel I need to do it the night before she gets home as we have two dogs that I don't want to be without care for days.
My life is completely destroyed by my own doing - I'm unemployed, broke, in massive debt, and afraid I'm going to be dealing with legal problems.
I will destroy her world - but I can't keep destroying her world alive by having her support me with the little money she has and how it will break her if indeed I have legal problems (idk I do).
Soon my mom will be going on a cruise, in a month. The only time I will be alone to do it.
I plan on going to Walmart and getting a bag of 16lbs of kingsford charcoal and a chimney starter.
I will do it in my jeep. I think 16lbs will be way more than enough. According to my research the interior is around 110 square feet.
Can anyone confirm this will be enough?
I'm thinking I will use either steel pails (if Walmart has them) or clay pots.
I'm really feeling bad I won't be there to pick her up at the airport, that will immediately tell her something is wrong.
I plan on doing it in my driveway, houses are very close (a little worry someone will see me - but I will do it at night and most people typically keep to themselves and the driveways are between houses so it's more concealed).
I'm really hoping someone sees my body before she gets home, but I feel I need to do it the night before she gets home as we have two dogs that I don't want to be without care for days.
My life is completely destroyed by my own doing - I'm unemployed, broke, in massive debt, and afraid I'm going to be dealing with legal problems.
I will destroy her world - but I can't keep destroying her world alive by having her support me with the little money she has and how it will break her if indeed I have legal problems (idk I do).